It is the story of a lost writer. A renegade he is proved to be after having lost everything. He loses his being, gender, sex, profession, his society, family and friends. But if you talk to him, you are certain to get impression that that he has got everything by losing useless things. He would sound like person who has attained Moksha or Nirvana by losing everything. But it is carnal Moksha which is very antithesis of Moksha or Nirvana.
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