I am tired of waiting, it's been the same since many years.
Maybe you don't deserve it, you're not worthy enough of it.
You are hurt each time you try to. But why does it happen to be so?
Am I wrong? Am I repenting for those whom I hurt unintentionally?
I don't know what to do? I am not just spiralling, I am falling each time much more harder and deeper. When will I even surface back?
I took a second chance believing it would help me come back tougher, but here I am still stuck
Why do you do this again?
You've been hurt more than enough, you know it could break you again, but why again?
All the pain keeps coming back, it's been so long, aren't you tired? I wish for someone to understand what I am going through, just be my side. But you don't deserve it I guess, you were never meant to be loved or cared for.
No one is responsible for what you've been through, you can't burden them. But I wish someone would say- "I am there for you". Is it too much to ask?
