AATHAVIN FAIL
Main soch rahi thi jab tak yahan hoo tab tak mujhe kuchh na kuchh to karana hi tha nahin to gaon chali gai tab possible nahin ho payega.
Ek laraka jise main roj dekhati thi, usi ki shop se ham log mobile recharge karavate the, roommate kafi tarif karati thi- kitana sundar hai yaar…., lekin mainne kabhi dhyaan nahin diya tha. Ekk din main paise nikaalane ke liye ATM par gai jo usi ke dukaan ke bagal men hi tha jahan se usaki dukan dikhai deti thi. Main line men lagi apani baari ka intajar kar rahi thi ki achanak meri dharakane tej ho gai, aisa laga koi mujhe yahan pahachan raha hai jisaki najaron ka ahsas mujhe ho raha hai. Main idhar udhar dekhane lagi koi najar nahin aa raha tha. Fir maine dekha vo mujhe chhup chhup kar dekh raha hai. Jab meri najar us par gai to vo najaren fer liya. Mujhe pata chal gaya ki ye vahi hai. Mujhe ajib tarah se dekhata aur jab main dekhati to chhup jaata ya najaren fer leta. Mujh hansi aai- gajab ye mujhe aise kyon dekh raha hai. Ashchary huaa ki vo mujhe aise kyon dekh raha tha aur usaka es tarah dekhana achchha bhi lag raha tha.
Vo ab jana pahachana sa lagane laga. Jab main us katare men jati to jaise nerves ho jati thi. Vo aas pas hota to meri dharakanen tej ho jaati thi. Meri samajh men nahin aata tha ki ye mujhe kya ho raha hai.
Pata nahin kaisa rishta ban gaya tha usase main use dekhati bhi dekh bhi nahin pati thi use fir bhi pata chal jata ki vo yahin kahin aas pas hai. Jab main saman lene ke liye jati to sabase pahle usi ka khyal aata ki vo dikhga ya nahin, jis din dikh jata lagata aana safal ho gaya nahin dikhata to najaren dhoodhati thi use. Aur use dekhate hi najaren apanen aap chhuk jaati thi lekin jis pal dekhati vo dekhata bas ye pal yahin tham jay lekin pal nahin thamata tha meri najaren niche ho jaati thi aur vo mujhe dekhata rahata, fir main saman lekar room par chali aati thi aur us ek pal men kho jati thi.
Abhi tak mujhe usake bare men kuchh bhi pata nahin tha, kahan rahata hai, kya karata hai, kya name hai. Bas usake papa ki dukan thi jisamen vo baithata tha ya edhar udhar katare men dikhai deta. Mainne socha kahin achhi education le raha hoga. Dekhane men vo sach men bahut sundar aur smart tha.
Fir ek din pata chala ki ye katara usi ka hai jisaka nam shivshakti complex hai aur study ken am par aathavin fail hai, itana manbarhoo tha ki bimaar huaa to aathavin ka paper hi nahin diya, eklauta aur dulaara hone ki vajah se maa baap ne jor bhi nahin diya, aur nam hai aakash cast ka pata nahin.
to be continue....
