She found her dreams broken,
Her life seemed to be ruined,
Her face turned into pale,
And eyes turned with tears into hell.
He said what happened?
Where did you loss your courage?
You never been in this state ever,
You were my inspiration forever.
She said-
Courage is no God,
It's evil,
I lost that in a minute as my virginity,
With the force of fear,I couldn't bear,
I know I could defend,
But for how long if the fear looks not going,
Fear all around,
Black faces and black hands,
Always wait a night to be happen,
Everywhere and anywhere,
So I did,
I wanted to get rid of that pain,
I sacrificed,
I surrendered,
I don't know what did happen afterwards,
Pale face,red eyes and torn lips and breast,
But it's cool to be torn if I want to live with rags.
-Krishna Katyayan 2018
