The person I hate the most in my life is myself ..
I tried a lot to love, but failed in every stage
all the self loving sessions failed ...
I hated myself for not being a good child
for deceiving my parents, maintaining secret love
for not understanding their worries
for crossing their request about my marriage
I hated myself for not choosing a good life
for choosing the wrong life partner
for not having courage to step out of relationship
I hated myself for living an imaginary life
for staying stuck in a place, I don't want to
for feeling alone and let that slip
for putting everyone above me
I hated myself for writing this post
for not having enough guts, to speak this up
for silently gushing out my thoughts
for sleeping with teary eyes and waking up tomorrow like nothing happened
