Mainne unhen apana dost samajh liya tha unhen, jab bhi dekhti thi muskura kar bolati thi lekin lagata tha vo ab mujhase baat nahin karana chahati thin, ek din mainne suna ki mera namakaran ho gaya hai bold girl. Sunkar bahut dukh huaa. Tab pata chala ki apani kamiyon ko kisi ke bhi samane jaahir nahin karani chahiye koi nahin samajhata balki apane anusaar usaka matalab nikalate hain.
Mainne kuchh prerak jivaniyan parhi thi jisamen un logon ne khud job karke apana kharch nikaala tha so maine bhi socha part time job karake mai bhi apana kharch nikaalungi. Ek din apne aas paas ki jagahon par ghumi, kahan jau kisse kahun ke mujhe naukri dedo. Bhikh mangati to kuchh log taras khakar ek do rupaye de dete lekin naukari taras khakar nahin di jati balki yogyata aur jarurat dekhkar milati hai. Ek dukan par gai to bola silaai karne aati hai to mainne kaha haan to bola thik hai kal se aa jana. Mainne silaai ka course nahin kiya hai fir bhi sil leti hoon. Jab mai naukari ke liye ghoom rahi thi tab kitana rona aa raha tha khud ki takdir par, aur jab silaai ka kaam mil gaya hai to rulaai tham hi nahin rahi thi. Kisi tarah aansuon ko rokate ponchhate room par pahunchi ki koi dekh na le.
Agale din university se aane ke baad gai to pata chala ki tin char auraten aur do mard pahale se hi vahan silaai ka kaam karate hain. Mere yahan chhoti machine thi aur vahan bari vaali machine thi pahale to use chalaane men hi dikkat hui. Fir sab ek se barh ke ek aur main navsikhua. Main pooch pooch kar kaam karati thi to baaki sab auraton ko chirh hoti thi. Ek uncle ji the jo mere bagal vaale machine par the vo meri jyada madad karate the to ek aurat boli han nai naveli dulhan ki sab khaatirdari karate hain purani ko sab bhool jaate hain. Mujhe bara ajib laga, mainne kaha- esamen nai dulhan purani dulhan ki kya baat hai mujhe nahin aa raha hai tab bas jara si madad hi to kar rahen hain. Fir bhi main raas nahin aai. Mujhe parhane vaali ghamandi bhi boli log.
Interlock kabhi nahin kiya tha machine kaise chalaate hain ye bhi nahin pata tha bataane ko boli to vahan ka master jo kaparon ko katata tha gussa ho gaya- tumhen jagah jagah samajhana parega nahin aata to kyon chali aai. Fir mujhase jaise bana mainne kiya. Mujhe majdoori mili 43 rupaye, 45 rupaye majdoori hoti tai navsikhuaa thi sahi se bana nahin tha esliye do rupaye kaat liya vah bhi raste men pata nahin kahan gir gaya yeh tin din ka experience bhi achchha nahin raha.
Fir ek din sankat mochan aur durgakund gai do tin jagah baat ki par baat kahin nahin bani. Koi bhi part time ka tin hajar dene ko taiyar nahin tha aur mujhe kam se kam tin hajar prati mahinen ki jarurat thi.
