Fear ,it came back again in just one click . I thought of getting out of the cage again , just like many other times . I even got the key in my hands . I know the path to get out . I even got the help from others. But fear came running back.
What if everyone realise that I am running ?
What if I got in trouble because of it ?
Isn't everyone else also in the cage , why do I need to run away ?
Isn't this life normal for me right now ?
What if my family got in trouble because of me ?
Fear started screaming louder in every passing second . I didn't realise but I started going back to the cage with keys in my hand again .
Should I get out or not ?
Do I know what would it be like ?
But at this point , I think that I should unlock the cage and get out .
At least , I should hope that it would work out for me .
The fear still lingers in my rapid breathing, trembling of my body , heightening of my senses like running from a predator.
The judgement is going to continue.
But at least , i would know that how the world looks like ........
