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Tab mainne soch liya ki ab nahin kahoongi ki mera admission karava den. Lekin ek din pahale papa hi bole ki chacha ji se das hajaar rupaye lekar admission karava do. Jab main ummid chhor chuki thi man ko bhi samajha liya tha tab mera admission es university men huaa.
Vahan rahane ki chinta nahin karani thi kyonki ek relative vahan rahate the aur usi university men job karate the. Kuchh din main vahan rahi. Papa mujhe phone nahin karate the baad men pata chala vo mujhse naraj the au res sab ka doshhi mamma ko manate the. Meri bahan phone karati to ek hi baat kahati kit um ghar chli aao mat parho papa naraj hain vo madad nahin karenge to mamma kya kar lengi. Lekin mai jiddi apani jid par adi rahi. Mainne soch liya tha ki ab yahan se laut ke nahin jaungi chahe bhale hi maut ko gale lagaana pare.
Bekhabar jiye jaa rahi thi ki jinake yahan rah rahi hoo vo nahin chaahate ke main unake ghar rahoon, kai baar unaki baton se laga tha lekin nasamajh samajh nahin paai….. aur mere paas dusara option bhi nahin tha. Ek din bahan ne bataaya kit um ghar chali aao tumhare bare me bhaiya ke vichaar achchhe nahin hain, tumhen charitrahin samajhte hain jo parivaar ke marji ke khilaaf jakar shahar men rah rahi hai aur parhai kar rahi hai. Usase kah do ki mere room se nikal jay nahin to main nikal dunga.
Kitana roi thi main ki yeh mere bare men aisa sochate hain kitani baar inhone room dilaane ya hostel ki baat kit hi lekin shaayad kah nahin paye the ki tum chali jaao.
Counseling ke samay se hi ek laraki Dipti mili thi usaka number bhi liya tha ek baar usake ghar rat bhi ruki thi, usi ko phone kiya aur bataai ki tumhaare room ke bagal men jo room khaali hai mai kal usamen aa rahi hoo. Dusare din vahan pahunchi to mere paas sirf panch hajaar rupaye the jisamen se barah sau room ka rent diya baaki bartan gais chaaval aata aur masaale vagairah kharidi. Dipti bahut achchhi laraki thi usane es sab men bahut madad ki aur hamesha saath rahi.
Maine socha ki university ka hostel mil jata to achchha rahata. Maine kai teachero se baat bhi ki. Ek din kuchh larakiyan ek sir se hostel ke bare men baat karane ke liye ruki thin to main bhi ruk gai baton hi baato men bataaya ke meri parivaar ki aarthik sthiti thik nahin hai es liye es mere papa mera admission nahin karavana chahate the. Esliye mujhe to jyada jarurat hai hostel ki.
to be continue....
