There was a time when I believed in God.
Then came a time when I did not believe in the existence of God.
Both times, I thought I knew what God is.
Now I know that I don't know what God is.
So, now I don't know if I believe in God or not.
The best part is, I am absolutely fine with it.
I am neither a believer nor an atheist.
I am now a seeker.