AATHAVIN FAIL
Tab maine dhyan diya to dekha vo kanon men chhoti chhoti baaliyan pahanata hai aur hathaon men chaura sa bracelet. Poora tapori dikhata tha lekin ek chij jo kam nahin hui vo thi usaki khoobasoorati. Vo mujhe ab bhi utana hi achchha lagata tha jaisa ki pahale lagata tha. Haan usaka namkaran jarur ho gaya – aathavin fail. Aur aathavin fail fames ho gaya. jab mere doston ka aathavin fail ke bare men pata chala to unhen yakin aaya ki vo mujhamen interest le raha hoga kyonki main bahan ji type aur vo kitana sundar smart aur handsome tha. Room partner ne to saf saf kah diya tha ki vo tumhen pasand kar hi nahin sakata. Mana ki vo parha likha nahin hai lekin fir bhi vo tumhe pasand nahin kar sakata kyonki larake apane se sundar laraki hi pasand karate hain aur tum to…. Main yeh nahin kah rahi ki vo mujhe pasand karata hai, mujhe life partner banana chahata hai, main to yeh bhi nahin janati ki vo mujhe pasand karata hai ya nahin, kya sochata hai mere bare men. Pata nahin kyon dekhata hai vo mujhe aise, pata nahin kyon jab usake samane jati hoo to nervous ho jati hoo, aavaj jaise taloo se chipak jati hai jaise lagata hai kisi ki najaron keg here men hoon. Usaki bhi nervousness pata chalati hai mujhe, aavaj usaki bhi nahin nikalati, mujhe dekh kar jaise vo bhi uncomfert feel karata hai. Mainne to bas apani chhoti si feeling batai thi, mainne kab kaha ki main sundar hoo. Ye batana jaruri tha kya ki main khoobsurat nahin hoo.
Ek din kahate suna tha maine – vo bahut khoobsurat hai, kitana mitha bolati hai…. Pata nahin kyun mere paas hi aakar ek larake se kah raha tha maine dekha to najaren fer liya. Mere andar bi larakiyon vli pravritti jag gai, pata nahin kyun laga ki vo mujhe sunakar hi kah raha tha. Ab laraki hoon to larakiyon vali pravritti to jagegi hi….
Alag alag din ka alag experience raha. Ek din vo mujhe dekhate hi palat gaya aur ek din to donon hathon se munh hi chhipa liya. Pata nahin vo aisa kyun kiya, kya use laga ki main us par line maar rahi hoo. Ya vo mujhe dekhana nahin chahta yaa use mujhe dekh kar sharm aati hai…. Pata hai ek din main sham ko saman lene ja rahi thi to achanak se meri dharakanen tej ho gai mainne dhyan nahin diya mainne socha vaise hi ho raha hoga lekin jab saman lekar laut rahi thi tab pichhe se aathavin fail ko dekhi tab mujhe pata chala ohh aathavin fail ki vajah se aisa huaa tha. Yeh mere samajh se bahar tha ki pata nahin kaisa conection hai ki jab vo muhe dekhta tha to mujhe bhir men bi pata chal jata tha. Pahale dhak dhak hota najaren uthati to samane vo hota.
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