AATHAVIN FAIL
Bus men kaisi kaisi larakiyan milati thin amir se amir aur garib se garib lekin kisi ki sthiti mere jaisi thi kya, kya kisi ke papa mere papa jaise honge kya aaj tak unhonne ek din bhi call nahin kiya ke main kaise manage kar rahi hoo kahan hoo kaisi hoo kya kar rahi hoo……aur na hi mere baaki parivaar vaalon ne poochha ke paanch hajaar rupaye khatam ho gaye to bhej doo. Nahi bas har koi kahata ki jab vo nahin karenge to main kya kroo ghar par bhi to paise nahin hai ab kuchh nahin ho sakata bas ghar chali aao.
Ye din mere bahut bure bit rahe the ghar jab bhi phone karati to bas ek hi baat- chali aao papa naraj hain… kal chali aao… aur papa mujhe phone hi nahi harate the. Ab to mere paas ghar jaane bhar ke bhi paise nahin rahe. Tb kisi se udhar lekar chali aao lekin ghar aa jao. Un dinon mujhe pata nahin hota tha ki mera kal kaisa bitega, aur mai kab tak mai yahan apani jid par rah paaungi.
Mere paas ab sirf tin rupaye bache the kuchh samajh men nahin aa raha tha ki kya karun. Na to jiya jaa raha than a marate ban raha tha badanami ka dar jo tha log kya kahenge jarur koi baat thi tabhi mar gai logon ka shaky akin men badal jaata ki main jarur charitrahin thi.
Mandir na jaane ki sthiti men agar koi mandir chala jay to vo vahin bhasma ho jata hai aisa mainne suna tha. Us din main campus vaale mandir men bhasma hone gait hi main vahan marane gai thi. Manodasha meri bahut kharab thi, main mandir ki sirhiyan to charh gai darshan karane nahin ja pai sidha upar chali gai. Akeli baith kar bas sochati rahi mai to bach gai ab kya hoga. Shiv ji ka krodh bhi mujhe nahin laga ab kya karun? Mainne man hi man bahut shikayt ki unase. Main itane kone men baithi thi ki koi mujhe rota dekh na le. Ghanton baithane ke baad mai fir room par aa gai. Us din rat men papa ka phone aaya tha, mainne bataya ki mere paas sirf tin rupaye hain. Us din vo achchhe se baat kiye mera account number bhi liye fir paise bheje.
Ab tak dipti ka diya huaa vistar ek brench par bichha kar so rahi thi paise aane ke baad jakar ek folding vaala bed laai gadda takiya laai aur baaki jarurat ka saman laai.
Yahan shahar men aane ka mera makasad bas apane sapanon ko vistar dena tha jisake liye gaon ka mahaul bahut chhota tha. Bara shahar bari opportunity deta hai space deta hai maahaul deta hai…. Kam se kam mainne to aisa hi socha tha.
to be continue
