Now there is no sense to see you. I do not have the feeling that I can understand it, my eyes are crying, my heart is crying. There is no sense to treat tears. It does not mean that I love it and I want to love it. I do not accept that there is a line that you can not find. I'm not lucky that you are not in my fortune, even though I lost and he won but my defeat was not like his defeat, but I was laughing with my friends. I was totally silent when I was sad. Sometimes it is because they remind me of my first love remained incomplete.