Trembling Shadows
A romantic, psychological thriller
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
“I have expected this. As I said before, that is the only one weapon here to you to use.” Meaningfully looking into the eyes of Sameera, Sunanda said.
“I am just waiting for an opportunity. I have no objection at all to give that to him and make him completely my man.” There was firmness in Sameera’s voice.
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Annad was almost getting mad staying in that house so. All his nerves were paining for the female touch which almost everyday Sunanda used to provide to him. For some reasons for the last three, four days he could not have sex with Sunanda at all. His body was starving for it. Every atom in his body was craving for that touch. He suffered with hunger, thirst but never suffered in this way for sex. He did not know hunger for sex would be this much painful! In before this time, whenever he was not having sex sometimes more than four days or so too, he did not feel pain this much. But now the pain and longing was quite unbearable to him.
Anand was born in a small village. His father was not much educated and his mother was a house wife. They used to have some lands in that village. Anand got three sisters. One sister was after him. Anand was put in the house of his elder sister’s friend for his studying of intermediate. That woman was aged ten years older to Anand. The sexual lust was quite unbearable to him in those days itself. The friend of her sister whose name was Mallika was not much beautiful but attractive to see with abundant youth.
Anand observed that Mallika was going out while her husband went to the office. He stealthily followed her on one day. She reached a home and tapped on the front door. After some time the door was opened and she entered into that. He went around the house to see a way to go into the house but he could not find one at all. Suddenly he heard some groans in a faint way and went near to that place. They were the groans of Mallika. He tried to open the window door of that room and it made a horrible sound while opening itself and Anand felt lot of fear thinking it might get the attention of the people inside. But the two who were in that room then were not in a position to hear anything. The small opening of that window provided him with the full good view of them both inside.
Anand felt a strong stirring in himself while he was observing the scene in that room then. A man who was quite sturdy and youthful was on the top of Mallika. Mallika was almost naked under him. There were no clothes whatsoever on him and it was so to her also. Anand could see the rhythmic movements of him on her body. She was groaning under him with ecstasy and euphoria. Her both hands were around him binding him. Anand’s breath was quickened and his heart beat became more faster as he was watching their naked bodies so in action. Her naked big breasts were crushing under him while he was doing sex with her. It did last long like that for half an hour or so. After seeing that person withdrawing from her, Anand turned away from there and went quickly to home.
“I had seen what you did on this day” he said while she was serving food to him.
“What did you have seen?” there was slight fear in her as if she anticipated what he was going to say.
“You have got your urge satisfied with a man other than your husband. That was what I have seen” He said trying to keep his voice calm.
“I see” she said with a cold tone. It seemed somehow she expected that. “So you are following me like this everyday after I left the home” it surprised him as the fear which was in her before was vanished
“Not everyday. Only on this day I have followed you and saw what I have to see” he paused for a moment and said “So this is what you are doing everyday”
“There is no need to cover myself here” she said “My body is wanting that. My husband is so cruel and he never bothers with what my body really wants. He thinks bodies want only food, water and shelter. His mind would not go beyond that and it is my ill-luck” She paused for a moment and then said “I just don’t know why he behaves like that but my husband does not bother about my body needs. Alright, what you are going to say now?”
He did not say anything at all but looked into her face meaningfully.
“Just forget all about it. Concentrate on your studies.” She hissed out heavily and said.
“That is not possible to me to do after witnessing such a thing.” With desire filled eyes he said.
“What do you want to say?” she looked sharply into his eyes and asked him.
“Give that to me what you have given to that person” without any hesitation he said.
There came a distressing expression in her face. “I am friend of your sister” she said with a weak voice
“I am not intended to deny that at all”
“Then you should consider…” she tried to say something.
“Stop it there” he impatiently said. “I don’t want to hear any unnecessary stuff now”
“Then what is that necessary stuff now?” her eyes grew little in their sockets.
Anand did not say anything. His hunger filled eyes observing her youthful body longingly.
“Tell me fast. We may better come to some terms for smooth going of our lives.” She hastened him.
“I have said that to you. I am saying that again. I want to have the same from you which you have given to that man” his voice was husky and shivered a little.
There was anger instantly in her face. “If I don’t agree to this what you would do then?”
“I shall tell your husband what you are doing everyday in his absence”
She looked so seriously for sometime into his face and hissed out. “I am doing a wrong I agree. But I am doing that with a compelling reason. You are quite young having lot of future. You should not start this type of immoral thing. Think again” she paused for a moment and said again. “I have some money with me which I have saved to buy gold ornaments. Take all that from me and don’t press for it. You are the brother of my friend and so young to me. I just cannot consider you like that.” The pathetic expression in her face then was indeed moved him but the urge in him was so strong. He could not think anything else at all.
“I don’t want money. There is no thinking. There is only an alternative to you. Agree yourself to give that to me or subject yourself to the wrath of your husband. Decide yourself” he was becoming impatient with the delay. He wanted that as fast as possible.
“Under the circumstances the former is preferable to me. It is not because of the fear of my husband’s wrath. But I don’t want to lose the company of the man you have seen.” She paused and once again looked into his face. “I am a friend of your elder sister. I am older more than ten years to you. How you are getting a feeling like that on me? What your sister do think if ever she comes to knw about it?”
“I don’t want to hear any more crop like this from you. If you don’t agree to my proposal, I straight go to your husband and tell all about your illicit behavior.” He became angry.
“You have no proofs whatsoever. You cannot prove anything.”
“I try my luck” he stubbornly said. There was a point in what she has said also. “I may be expelled from the home but I can see that you don’t have it from that other person anymore.” He remembered what she has said.
“Alright. It seems I have no choice. I really don’t want to lose his company.” She hissed out heavily and hung her head. He was quite oblivious to notice the distress in her face then. Then he himself led her into their bedroom.
She had given herself to him in the same bedroom where everyday she slept with her husband but without that. Anand enjoyed her a lot. But the distress and sorrow in her face disturbed and irritated to him. That illicit act continued like that as long as he stayed at their home and Mallika continued her connection with that other person too. Her husband could be at home only at night times so he did not come to know any of that.
“What if your husband know about this all?” one day while he was satisfying himself with her Anand asked.
“I cannot say what would be his reaction” she replied impersonally. “He is not a man. He cannot give that to me. He is already feeling quite shameful for his condition.”
“I think you said that he is cruel and would not bother about your bodily needs. Is he is impotent or just don’t want to bother about you having is satisfaction somewhere else?”
“I don’t know. He did it on one or two occasions after our marriage. After that he stopped coming to me for that completely. Whether he is suffering suddenly from impotency or having it somewhere else I cannot say.” She hissed out heavily.
“He may be having it somewhere else.” Anand thoughtfully said.
“What’s wrong with me? I am attractive and youthful. That other person and you both are enjoying me a lot. Even he has some outside facilities, he would have come atleast occasionally to me for that if he is having desire in him. I am thinking my husband suddenly became impotent. Something has caused it so in him.” There was full distress in her voice. “If I have it from him, I would not have been doing this wrong continuously like this.”
He did not say anything. In between also many a time she pleaded with him not come to her for it as she was feeling lot of guilty doing it with him. But after tasting her so he was not at all in a position to refrain himself from going to her for that.
“I want to ask you one more thing” after getting satisfied himself fully and moving away from her Anand said.
She just closed her eyes but did not say anything. But he asked what he wanted. “There is some guilty consciousness in you while you are having that with me. It can be understandable if it is only with me. But you are having sex with that other man too. I don’t think you are feeling in the same way with him also. If you feel like that you would not go to him at all.”
Still there was no answer from her.
“But why you are feeling like that with me? I am not getting full satisfaction with you as you are keeping yourself so with me” he said with an accusing tone.
She opened her eyes and looked at him. “I have already told you before. I am telling you again. I cannot feel with you as I am feeling with that other man. You are quite younger to me. Moreover brother of my close friend. You are getting spoiled because of me. I don’t like doing this with you at all. You know about this, why do you ask?”
“Bloody hell I know. But as you are moody like that while I am doing that, I am also feeling guilty and cannot get full satisfaction.” He said angrily.
“I cannot help it. I cannot be happy while doing this to you. You are ………….” She tried to say something more.
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