Chapter-6
That day, was a long..day for me. One side of mine was worried about Babu, and on the other side, I was thinking about what will be Tan's next move, today what kind of surprise is waiting for me.
With heavy stress load carring in my mind, I finish my household work, faster than other days. Also, I was feeling a little headache since this morning. So after finishing my job, I laid down on the bed for a short nap about half an hour.
Suddenly our doorbell ranged and I woke up. I hastily went to the main door and open it.
Oh, it's him, Tan.
Tan came home at lunchtime as he normally comes. He was busy with his phone, while he was sitting in the dining room.
I serve him lemon water fast then lunch.
did not talk during this time.
Lola and Lova were sitting there on the couch.
They were silent as well because they sense there is something not right, that moment environment inside the house seems like a dull, like a colourless picture.
He finished his lunch and went back to the office.
(Tan never share his problem with me because he thinks that We are just a burden for him, since this dark evil spells dominates his mind he himself don't know what is he doing or speaking, now, he totally transformed into a robot on his mother's hand.)
Now time is 13:35, and I have to receive Babu from her school gate. So I change my dress and did my hair and light regular make-up. And at least I wore my glasses.
The time is exactly 14:45 now, Lova is sleeping in the bedroom but Lola my youngest d is whining and following me on my ever
"Lola, my baby listen, I will just go and will come back with your sis in a very short time. Don't worry my child, you stay here with Lova, bye-bye sweetie." I said to Lola and locked the main gate, then start walking on my way toward Babu's school.
When I reached her school gate, from afar I could see she was walking along toward the gate. She came to me and smile a little.
I said," What happen, is everything okay?"
She said," During the last two periods I was with psychology ma'am, and I explained to her everything about our family issues and mainly father's misbehavior towards us."
Hearing this from her I excitedly asked," Then what did she advise you? "
Babu said with a naughty smile, Ma'am said that, "I know Hrishekesha, you will hold a powerful position in your future career, and then you should remarry your mother w good person because she deserves happin
I said," Wow! But I don't think ever again in this life I will fall in love with any other guy."
She said," Aha why you will not be able to remarry? Look, look at your face, you are blushing."
"Stop pulling my leg, and explain to me in detail about your conversation. " 1 command her, and at the same time, I was trying not to smile at all."
"Ooooh, what is that face? Let me check, you can't hide your smile from me. just wait for four to five years more and then I will find a good man for your remarried."
Babu said to me.
wait, girl, listen, you already know that in this human world, no one is allowed to live a life only with love and happiness, the shadow of sadness and hate will always follow them according to their "Karma".
I want to say that no man will be able to me a life that is called" happily ever after said to her.
"Ok, you are right, but since you were an eighteen-year-old teenager, you have been sharing your life with a man who always tortured you emotionally and physically, who never loves you at all. And you are doing this all for me.
And that's why I want a man who will understand you, trust you, and fall in love with you for the rest of his life, that's all I want." she said to me.
"I feel so lucky that you are my daughter and you are here always by my side.
But listen carefully, I am going to stick with
you and my would-be son-in-law. So don't ever think about pushing me away." I said to her with a smack.
"Oh, my evil mother does as you wish, I only know that in my future married life will be disturbed by your long nose.
You are the odd one, when will you be grown up? "Babu scrolls me with a smile.
I said," Yeah, yeah you are allowed to ma of me my dear child.
Enough, stop here and tell me about the discussion you had with your ma'am in the segment."
She said," All right, then listen, at first, ma'am was in our classroom, and she found me distracted. As her favorite student, like on other days, I could not concentrate on the lecture. Immediate Ma'am understand that there is a problem with me. That's why, when the class ended, she asked me to meet her in the counseling room.
I followed Ma'am to the counseling room from my classroom."
Ma'am said, "Come, sit here Hrisikesha, "
She sits on her chair and I sit beside her on a chair.
Then ma'am asked me," Are you ok Dear, Are there any problems with your friends, or did anyone tell you anything bad? Please let me know what the matter is, because I saw you were crying."
I said," Ma'am, first I have a question, if I share anything, will you call my parents here at school? Or will you only listen to me and suggest me how can I keep myself emotionally high?
Is there any rule at our school that you will only listen to me and keep it as a secret, I mean do not make it official."
Ma'am said," My child don't worryyy.. you do not need to hesitate to share your emotional burden with me. Cause I am here to listen to you and comfort you all. And I am not going to call your parents, don't worry I am going to keep it a secret from other teachers or students too.
So, now will you let me know about your problems? honey".
"I don't know how I will explain to you my current state of mind because,..."I was in a dilemma about how I will keep my words in front of her, so I stopped for a moment.
Ma'am asked me to continue my words. said, "There is nobody who can listen to can speak all you have hold in your head, in
your mind."
"That time I was bursting with tears, but soon, I gather myself and said, " Right now, I think I am not in my right mind ma'am, because I am thinking about doing suicide right now.
I think that I am the one, for whom my mother suffer from domestic violence for sixteen years. If I will not be alive she will be free from her married life. It is me for whom she is continuing a marriage, there almost every day she is beaten up by the person who is not worthy of her love and care. Still, she is carrying this role with a smile on her face, only for my future."
Then ma'am stop me and ask, "Hrisikasha, is your father beat you?"
I said," No ma'am!
But always he blames me, I am the one for whom he is continuing a marriage with a nonsense woman. Otherwise, he deserves great life with luxury. I am the one for w he is still bound with my mother.
And he thinks that my mother does not deserve a quality man like him. He says that he is the best man in this world that's why he wants the best woman by his side."
But ma'am you know what! my parent's marriage was a love marriage. My father was the one who chose my mother as his life partner based on her family status and her gorgeous look, to show off his so-called society. And see, even now he is bored with her. He always treated her like a servant.
You know ma'am, almost every day at the dinner table, my father starts his blah blah bull sheet imaginary story, where he is a great hero and my mother is just nothing.
My mother always keeps her mouth shut and silently serves him dinner.
This is not enough for him, and that's why, when I join him at the dinner table, he has been more starving to insult my mother and also mine.
Almost every day I have dinner with my teardrops. I am used to it because it is not only today's situation but also continued since my birth.
For this reason, my mother serves my dinner in my room to save me from his rotten illness.
As a daughter, I don't know what kind of curse words I should use for him. But his emotional torcher label is reached so far that I can call him an animal.
Ma'am was sitting on her chair and her hands were kept on the table, She was listening to me attentively.
Ma'am said, "You are bearing so much in this little age, dear.
You are correct, he is an animal, and above all that he does not deserve to be yourrr.. father.
May I ask you some very personal questions? Hrishikesha.
I said, sure ma'am.
"Does your father have any other women in his life?
I am asking this because many married people are having an extramarital relationship without thinking about their families, most of the rudeness and bitterness towards their families comes from this kind of situation.
Is there anything like that?" she asked me.
"Ma'am if you are asking, I also want to share the story that much I currently got to know from my mother and also from my investigation....."
