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Chapter_5
Suddenly, Tan cut the call and then rushed into Babu's room. He pushed the door very strongly and entered into the room,
He start saying with huge aggration, "see what a shameless woman, there is no dought, I am sure she is smirking by sitting here even though She hides her face in a pillow.
Babu, tell me, was she smirking or not? Smirking orr... not hearing me and my parent's conversation?"
We both were silent. (Rui &Hrishekesha)
Then he start self talks like a normal drunk person and then he went to his bedroom. I don't hear clearly but I was confirmed that it was about me.
And then sometime later we hear a snori sound come from the bedroom.
Babu whispered to me," maa he is already in deep sleep.
Now you can go."
I said, "no, I don't want to go, I will sleep here tonight."
She said," NO, you have to go to your room."
I said," no Babu don't do this to your mama. please let me sleep here.
In this king-size bed, I only take this much, see just this little space."
She said," NO, I don't like anyone on my bed. Papa is in a deep sleep, he will wake up directly tomorrow morning. So don't worry take a comfortable sleep on your bed."
We both were standing and whispering to each other. Then she holds my two shoulders and start push me to my room and said, "go go go."
I said," Okay boss, okay, I'm going".
I steped into my room where he was slee
Tonight he drank too much that's why I think
he is in deep sleep now.
This time the weather is ice-cool and it is lightly raining outside also. But on day like this, when we are going through black magic spells, it is good to take a bath in salt water before going to bed.
In my six hours of beauty sleep, I don't want any disturbance by Grace's black magic.
Because Tan was sleeping that's why I don't want to disturb him. So I was taking my footsteps very quietly,
I opened the door without any noise and went to the bathroom to take a bath.
After a warm water refreshing bath in almost the middle of the night (because the clock shows that time was 12:16, )I wear my nightdress, comb my hair and apply some night cream, with lip balm as regular. Since my childhood, it is a habit. And also Babu has the same habits as me.
For a relaxing sleep every night at bedtime I massage my husband and my feet with mustard oil.
But today I skip the masses. I said good night to Babu and went to sleep in my bed where Tan was sleeping covered in a blanket.
Lola and Lova were also sleeping on the bed, in their regular space by my right side and Tan sleeps on my left side.
I cover myself with another blanket and closed my eyes. At this moment I was thinking," should I try to break the spells?"
Many other times I break the spell upon Tan, which is done again and again by his mom.
On other days, when he was in deep sleep I lay down by his side on the bed and kept my hand on his chest, then I consult with his soul. And tried to convince him, "not to perform for darkness, he is provided this life for living happily with his loyal, caring, and loving wife and daughters. He is the only one who w able to chase out the darkness away fron + life and start a happy family life millions on
miles away from his parents. For this, at first he need to open his eyes that are blocked by his parent's blindfold. "
My soul consultation works on him every time but today I am not in the mood to spare him and his mother from this sin.
I am Dhara, my nature is like soil. If they plant a seed, I returns into hundreds.
If they offer happiness, I will give them my whole life. But if they dare to hurt me, it is not to be doubted that they will receive hundreds of amounts of pain with time.
Whenever I heal him, that means I offer them another chance to correct their(Tan's and his parent's)mistakes.
But today's incident is not to get ignored, they need proper treatment for their sin. So I will pass this matter to the time and, time will give them karma.
All those thoughts were going through a head and then I didn't realize when I fell
asleep.
The next morning at 5:30 as a regular, my phone alarm is ringing. I open my eyes and stop the alarm. I feel some discomfort in my head. It feels like today I have to deal with migraine pain for a whole day.
I hear some noise that is coming from the outside of the bedroom, already I understand that Tan is already awake up and in the bathroom. He is getting ready for going to his morning PT period.
I want to sleep more... but I have to wake up, to make a cup of tea for Tan before 5:40 a.m., so I pay my gratitude to the God and towords the universe and leave the bed. then play a prayer song on my phone, I keep the phone on the tea table in Varanda's sitting area.
Tan was already in his uniform, I brought him a cup of tea with some soaked almonds. Without saying anything he drank the tea and went out.
Now it is 5:45 a.m., and I went to Babu's room.
Her morning alarm is ringing, I said," Babu, Babu.. get up. Your alarm is ringing, turn it off. You have to go to school so don't lie down again."
As always she is in deep sleep and it makes me irritated.
I increase my volume one step louder and said," Babu, are you going to school today or not? Wake up right now."
Then she woke up in a daze and sat up. As a routine, she got ready for school. I prepared breakfast for her and packed her lunchbox. Then I get ready to walk with her to the school.
Tan came back from his PT, and then he was getting prepare for his office. I and Babu leave for her school.
We were silently walking, then Babu started talking.
She said," maa, I am going to school but have to promise me you will keep yourse until I come back."
I said," don't worry at all, I am not going to die. And your father has no power to kill me. So keep aside the topic and enjoy your day in school."
She said, "I know who we exactly are, but here we are human too. That's why sometimes I can't control my emotions. Don't be afraid to hear what I am going to tell you, sometimes I think that if I was not born you don't have to suffer this much. If I commit suicide, I kill myself then you will be free from this hardship.
But I am not that soft-hearted person, I know how to control my emotions that's why I have decided to go to psychology mam and I will request her to listen to my thoughts for once. I have trust in her that she will show me a way to how to overcome from this situation."
I said, " you are right, you should go to the mam and let her know your mental situation. But listen to me carefully, stay strong, and never think about suicide. We are here with a special task so no matter what, we will have to keep ourselves alive, then we will be able the battle. "
She said," don't worry, I am not going to commit suicide. But I am just telling you that, these kinds of thoughts are coming into my mind, and for this, I want a consultation with ma'am."
I said, "I am well aware of what kind of stressful situation you are going through and I know that it is crossing your limits. Your decision is right, go and discuss it with your ma'am. "
Then I realized we have already reached her school gate. As always we say bye-bye to each other. She went inside the school and then I come back home.
When I came back, I see that Tan is ready with his special uniform(the uniform that wears for interviews or special programs).
I don't speak anything and serve him breakfast and tea. He ate and went to his office. He went earlier than usual that's why I have doubts that he is going for an interview to get a vacation. If he is successful in his interview, he will forcefully take us to our hometown, to h house.
But I can't allow it to happen. We are already soaking in deep depression. Although the situation is very tightening Babu is trying hard in her studies and her exam is nearby. So I have to stop him.
When Tan stepped out of the home, I locked the main door from the inside. Then I make a phone call to his friend's wife.
The phone was ringing but no one received it, I called a second time and then received it. I said," hello sis, there is a problem. Brother is at home or went to his office?"
She said," hey what happened? Did Tan do something again last night?"
I answered fast, "yes, and now he went to the office wearing his special uniform, I am afraid that he is going for an interview. And if he succeeds, he will take us to his parents. You can guess, after that what will happen with Babu's future? Would you please pass the phone to brother?"
She immediately passed the phone to her husband, when he was having his breakfast.
The voice came to my ear, "hello Rui what happened, just tell me."
Listening to his kindness, I told him quickly," Brother, please help me. Tan has just gone to work in his special uniform. And I think he is going to take a vacation from work.
Please, Brother, stop him. "
Firstly he was surprised to hear my shaking and fearful voice. He said, " don't you worry I will deal with the situation."
I said, "thank you so much, brother, for reassuring me. Brother, I request you to please try to stop him for the next three days, then I will handle the rest. And I Want to keep this matter private, don't let him know."
He said, "okay, I am heading to the office right now, and I will see what he is planning. Don't worry Rui, I am passing the phone to your sister, you two continue."
