Split Personality
A romantic, paranormal and psychological thriller
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
“I....I just don’t know what to say to any of this!” sighing heavily with a shocking expression in his face Chandan said. “My sister has become practically a prostitute! My elder sister has been gang-raped and forced to marry one of the guys who gang-raped her. My younger sister is doing prostitution for money and thinking that she is doing social service. I just don’t know how to take any of this.”
“You may take in whichever way you want but I am not seeing any wrong in what I did. People who are doing gravest mistakes on the earth are so happy now. But by whatever I did I not only satisfied my urge but gave utmost happiness to that guy also. Moreover, now I am in a position to pay one lakh rupees caution deposit for my brother to make him join in his dream job.”
Chandan opened his eyes but remained staring into her eyes without saying anything.
“Brother try to understand! I am not a prostitute and I don’t provide these types of services for money anymore. But sincerely I am not feeling that I did a wrong. Please take this money, pay the caution deposit and join in the job.” Sailaja slumped in the chair opposite to him, took his right hand into her both hands and squeezed it.
“I do that but only on one promise. You have to make a promise to me and should never break it.” Still looking into her face like that Chandan said.
“I know what promise you are going to ask me to make.” She laughed loud and “I should never do this type of prostitution work in future. I make the promise to you. Are you happy now?”
“Not just that. You have to make the promise to me that you would not have sex with another guy until your marriage is over.” Relieving his hand from her hands Chandan said.
“That is indeed a very big promise to make” with a serious expression in her face Sailaja said. “Sometimes the urge in me is that much I just cannot control myself. May be I am a nymphomaniac I cannot say but I do sincerely try not to have it with any other guy except my husband or future husband.”
“What does that mean?” Chandan knitted his brows together.
“If I have fallen in love with someone and decided to marry him in future, will there be any problem in my having sex with him?”
“I cannot comment any on that. But either men or women they should have it only after their marriage. It is immoral to have it before marriage even with their own spouse.” Sighing heavily Chandan said. “Anyhow it reminded me one thing. I think Ratan has special interest in you. If you like you may think how it is to make him your future husband.” Chandan paused before a second before saying again. “In fact it was he who made my doubt strong on your having money like that and forced me to ask you so. It seemed that he has no objection in your having like that with guys but he just wants you to behave in a better way in future. All the time I just saw concern in him on you but nothing else.”
“I expected it to be so. Without his prompting and encouragement, you would not have ventured to ask me like this. Anyhow who does not show special interest on a beautiful and attractive girl like me?” Sailaja laughed and she remembered how she has thought to go to that Ratan to satisfy her urge on that day. Providing he has got a good job also, she certainly could consider him as her future husband. “I shall think about it.”
“Here I am just waiting to discuss another matter with you. It relates to Ratan’s sister and your friend Vasanthi.” Chandan said, draggaing a chair opposite to her and slumping himself into that.
“What that suddenly with her? In addition to the problems his family having now, she caused some more?”frowns gathered on the forehead of Sailaja.
“She did not cause any problems. In fact she found a solution to them.” Then he explained to her how Vasanthi got a chance to play a role in another language movie. “They offered outright payment of twenty lakhs rupees as soon as she signed the contact. She can start acting in the movie only after she has seen the money in her bank account. But that is the movie of story of a prostitute and it has been said to her that story does have enough sexual content. They just don’t know what to do. You know how much they are in need of money and they just cannot let it go.”
“You are right of course. But having it satisfied or providing it secretly and acting in a movie are completely different. Once the movie is made it will be forever there so and everyone can watch it. As those people offered that much amount just at the time of signing the contract itself, it can be understood that they are big ones. There is a chance that the movie would become a hit and translated into all the other languages including ours. Even it has not been translated like that, there are apps now offering all types of movies......”
“I know about it and I explained this danger to Ratan. They are indeed in a dilemma thinking what to do. He asked my suggestion as it is quite usual we suggest each other in situations like these.” Chandan said.
“Did you give any suggestion to him then?”
“I did” Chandan told her what suggestion he has given to Ratan. “I encouraged him to agree for his sister acting in that movie but only if she hundred percent favourable to that.”
“Brother whoever has heard you few minutes back never can guess that you do give this type of a suggestion! You are that much against immoral sex, even having sex with fiancée before marriage but you give a suggestion to agree to a girl to act in movie like that! Anyhow I am feeling one thing very surely here. Those film people mainly aimed at titillating the people rather than projecting any social problem and giving solution to it. Selecting mainly Vasanthi for that role also is proving that! She not just belongs to another state but immensely beautiful also.”
“Those people are in very much need of money and in fact half-prepared to give their consent to Vasanthi to act in that movie. In that situation I thought only that was the better suggestion.” With a troubling expression in his face Chandan said.
“You are right brother. I agree with you.” Nodding her head Sailaja said. “Moreover acting in a movie is not an offence in public opinion. It is wrong to provide sexual services to the unfortunate needy, it is also equally wrong to satisfy the uncontrollable urge secretly sometimes but public never does feel wrong in displaying the beauty like that to satisfy the cravings of men. Anyhow I am also not feeling any wrong for Vasanthi’s acting in that movie. You gave a better suggestion to your friend I think.”
“Thank you very much! I know that you are this much matured and give a suggestion like this. Anyhow you need to do something more. I made a promise like that to my friend.”
“What that promise you made to your friend?” Sailaja knitted her brows together.
“You need to talk with that Vasanthi and encourage her. She feels more courageous and happy if you talk with her.”
“What’s the problem in doing that?” Sailaja laughed and said. “Vasanthi is a very good friend to me and I just feel happy to talk with her.”
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He knew that many boys were having with her taking her into that tope. He was fifteen years old, heard about it a lot and has good idea on it also but never tried to have it with anyone. No, it was wrong to say like that! He never has got the opportunity to have it with anyone. For the last few days he was thinking how it would if he tried to have it with her? He was just feeling so much tension thinking how to say that to her. He heard for many boys she herself took the initiative and made them to have it with her. He could not understand why she was not doing like that in his case.
For the last few days he was trying to talk with her on one pretext or the other but she was tight without giving him any chance to talk much. He last all hope that he could let her know about his intention and make her agree to that but wanted to do one last attempt.
“Will you please give me your English text book? I have forgotten mine in the home and I need to see something in it.” He went near to her and said to her when she was all alone on her bench. All her bench-mates were not only hither-thither but not paying any attention on them both also.
“I saw you looking through your English text book while English period was going on. I know you have the English text book.” She looked into his face and smiled. He startled on her saying like that but felt relaxed as there was no anger on her face.
“For the last few days you are trying to talk with me something or the other. Do you want to talk anything in particular with me?” still looking straight into Badan’s face, Anwita asked.
“Er....nothing.....I just want to make friendship with you.” Badan hastily said as he did not know what else to say.
“I know for sure that it is not friendship you want to have with me.” Without changing her gaze Anwita said. “If you cannot be straight and have courage, you never do get whatever you want in your life. Just tell me what that is you want to have from me.”
“I want to fuck you as some of the boys in the school sometimes have been doing it to you.” Badan hastily put that.
Anwita hastily looked at the four sides as if to verify herself whether any other students in the class were observing them. Luckily no one’s concentration was on them both then.
“On the last period you just wait in the mango tope and I come and meet you there. Don’t talk anything more now and just go.”
On the evening of that day, in that last period, Badan was waiting in the mango tope so impatiently for Anwita. He heard students were having it with her in the mango tope and sometimes he himself has seen some of the boys and Anwita coming out of the mango tope maintaining little distance. Many a time he felt so much of urge to have it with her but only on this day he could manage to express himself so to her and now was waiting in the mango tope for her on her direction feeling his fully erected penis in his drawer.
After sometime, Badan came to the decision that Anwita never would come into the tope and said so only to make fun out of him. Even it was only few minutes of waiting for him in the mango tope it was appearing like an eternity. He was thinking to go away from that place then he has seen Anwita coming towards him.
“Thank god! I thought that you never would come.” As soon as Anwita came near to him, he hugged her strongly and kissed on her both cheeks perfunctorily.
The touch of a girl’s body was like magic to him. He felt strong thrill in his heart and pleasure waves swept forcibly all over his body. He just remained hugging her so enjoying the touch of her smooth and youthful body like that.
“It seems that you are in very much urgency of it!” she laughed and relieved herself from his hug. “You always appeared like a chabby boy not having much capacity to do that. Now I do give the opportunity to you and you have to prove yourself for that.”
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