Split Personality
A romantic, paranormal and psychological thriller
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
“I deserve that blame. I really spoiled her life by marrying her. If I have foreseen my problem, I would not have married her at all.” The expression in the face of Pallav then was quite genuine.
“Don’t jump to conclusions at all. In the best of my opinion, you are having no problem at all.” Charles paused for a second still observing the face of Pallav. “The first time failure like that is so common to any man who is trying it for the first time. Then subsequent failures were just because of pooled up tension and anxiety in you. You were so much confident that you could do it hundred percent better but when you failed at it like that and she scolded you so, so much of tension and anxiety were developed in you. When you are just with tension and anxiety, erections don’t happen. The failure to getting your thing up not just then but at the other times also is just because of your tension and anxiousness. If you can relieve yourself from them, you sure do have better erections and you can do it to the best experience of you both.”
“I cannot feel confident that I can ever in my life do it so.” Pallav was relaxed on hearing that and his face brightened but he was still feeling fear.
“Just try to remember about your sexual feelings, your erections before that day. For sometime just think you are still singular and not married at all. Read sex books, see romantic scenes and stimulate yourself. I hope you get your erections back.”
Pallav did not say anything but he was listening carefully what Charles was saying.
“Don’t try to do that straight to her. First make an artificial vagina to a pillow. It can be very easily done.” Then Charles opened a video clip on his desktop computer and in it he has shown him how to make a vagina to a pillow. “Then put your thing and discharge yourself. Do that one or two times until you get confidence. Then you do try it to her and it certainly possible to you to do it then.”
“But I have lost all mood to do that to her anymore. She just scolds me all the time.” once again there was a sorrowful expression in the face of Pallav.
“There shall be certainly lot of change in her once the counselling is over. That doctor made her understand everything in detail, she just cooperates with you to do that. You just be relaxed. You both are going to have very enjoyable sex together.”
“Thank you, thank you very much sir.” Pallav indeed felt very much happy on hearing that.
“I cannot say that it would be a grand success at the next time itself. But don’t be depressed if you face another failure. Just go on continuing it with confidence and it certainly works out.”
“Alright sir” with the same expression Pallav nodded his head.
“Anyhow how I tell you how you should do from now onwards. Don’t try to do it on this night itself if you cannot feel confident. Systematically remember your past sexual feelings and healthy erections. Stimulate yourself by watching sexual and romantic scenes. Then imagine yourself, for more than one time, your thing is in her and you are doing it perfectly to her. Just imagine her vaginal lips around your thing, the warmth of it and your thing moving gently in that gap without getting discharged. Just see whether you are getting erections or not. This imagining exercise is very much important and don’t forget it at all.”
“I hundred percent remember it sir” there was new enthusiasm in Pallav.
“The other important thing! First do it to the artificial vagina to the pillow before doing that to her. Get confidence on doing that and then try to do it. I am hundred percent sure you do get full success then.”
“Even I did not do yet in the way you said, I am already feeling confident sir.”
“That is indeed a nice thing.” Charles smiled and said. “You may go and meet your wife now. She would certainly be a different woman to you now as our psychiatrist would have brainwashed her.”
“Alright sir.” While coming out of Charles chamber Pallav noticed something very strange. Quite unintentionally he was imagining sex with Susmitha and his thing was already erected to its might.
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When Pallav met Susmitha in the visitors’ hall, she was indeed a changed personality.
“I am sorry. I am feeling shame thinking how I ridiculed you and insulted you without understanding the situation in full.” This was the first thing she said to him at the first opportunity she has got to talk with him.
“This means you have been brainwashed enough” he laughed. “Just like I have been by that male psychiatrist.”
“I was just made to realise some vital points.” She stopped and looked into the face of him and for the first time after the failure he has seen such an understanding expression in his face. You need not feel tension and you need not feel worry. We are going to have when you feel confident that you can do it. One more thing.....” she paused for a second. “.......however many times you may fail, you need not feel tension. We try, try and try until we get success.”
“That is indeed very nice thing I must say.” He said and they both talked like that while they were reaching their home in the car.
It has become absolutely not necessary for Pallav to watch sex videos to get stimulation as involuntarily his mind started imagining sex with his wife and some other women also and he found his thing strongly erected. But he still watched sex videos and continued imagining sexual intercourse with his wife. Susmitha observed him with a sort of amusement while he was fucking the pillow to which he made an artificial vagina as it has been shown in the video clip in Charles’ computer. Two days completely he has done it so just like that and Susmitha did not ask him to do that to her.
“Now I am feeling absolutely confident. This night we are going to try it again.” When they both finished their supper, Pallav came near to Susmitha and said.
“You need not be depressed if you fail again” she put her hands around his neck and kissed on his right cheek. “I came to know that it is a common problem in men especially in the beginning. I understood that I have done a mistake and I am not going to behave like that in future.”
When she tried to relieve herself from his hold he too put his hands around her, tightened them a little restraining her movements. “May I say one wonderful thing here! I am already feeling my thing erected to its might.”
“Then we may better proceed into the bedroom and start what we want to do as mother in law also settled to sleep in her bedroom. I can do the work in the kitchen early in the morning, there is no problem.” This time he did not try to restrain her when she tried to relieve.
Then they both entered into the bedroom and when he tried to lay her on the bed, she just obliged.
“I just want it to be full-fledged and complete.” Observing her from top to bottom he said. “I am not feeling fear of bursting and even I burst I can make it again.” So far because of his fucking with the vagina to the pillow, he got strange courage into himself.
“Let it be in the way you want but don’t expect me that I do remain passive! I also participate in this in the equal manner as you are.”
“What is there to object? I really do love it!” then while he was trying to remove her saree and unhooking her blouse, she started unbuttoning his shirt. By the time he removed her blouse, she was successful in removing his shirt from his body. Just like he did not wear a banian, she did not wear brassiere and both breasts sprang up free.
“Beautiful! Just beautiful!” observing them both with wide opened eyes Pallav said. It was not the first time that he observed them so and he could guess the size of them but still they were amazing to him. When she understood how keenly he was observing her both breasts, she hastily covered them with her hands. However much she prepared, she suddenly felt shame while he was observing so. She just could not understand how she opened her thighs before him so previously and she thought the usual women attitude has come into her with the changing mindset of her.
“This is what I cannot understand!” he laughed “Have you forgotten how I have seen your thing? I even put my fingers there......”
“Enough, enough.” She cut him off hastily. “Don’t try to make him feel even more shame.” Her cheeks became even redder with the increased shame in her.
“Why it is so? Why you are suddenly feeling shame like this?” he felt genuine surprise and frowns gathered on his forehead.
“That is what I too cannot understand.” the red colour in her cheeks was just so then also. “Even on the first night day also I did not feel like this. I think it may be just because.....” she smiled a little “.....I am feeling subconsciously that you can do it hundred percent this time.”
“But if it is going to be your attitude, nothing happens not just this time but at any time also.” He put little more force to remove her hands from her breasts and this time she was not persistent. “Put your shame aside and let me do everything I want. Just remember one thing! You said that you are going to be an active partner in it.”
“I just forgot! I really wanted to be so.” She hugged him with both of her hands tightly and kissed on his both cheeks perfunctorily. Then he too kissed on her lips straight and started his downward journey on her body. When he reached her bosom, he directed his mouth towards her right breast and she let out a sigh when he took it completely into his mouth.
“You did not do this till now.” While he was sucking on that gently, she put the fingers of her both hands into his head and said. He did not answer to her and he started circling the tip of his tongue around the tit of her breast. “It is better than the real fucking! You are just making me feel utmost pleasure.”
He was feeling her left breast smooth and silky under his left hand and after kneading it smoothly for sometime, he took the nipple of it into his fingers and started teasing on them also.
“Rascal! Scoundrel! I am afraid that you may kill me with pleasure!” groaning with pleasure Susmitha said.
While sucking on her smooth and silky breast and kneading and teasing her left breast with the same quality, Pallav also was feeling pleasure. He just could not understand what really was his feeling then and at one moment suddenly he shifted his mouth from his right breast to left breast and then it was a different sort of pleasure to her but did not forget to tease her right breast nipple with his fingers.
He did not know how much of time he did it like that but it was just like she was deprived of greatest pleasure when he left her brests and downed even more on her body. She did not know what was his next motive until she felt the lukewarm tip of his tongue in the smoothness of her navel and it was indeed a different sort of pleasure while he was circling it in that and she still gripped his hair smoothly with both of her hands. But she could not keep her hold like that at all when he downed even more and tried to unknot her petticoat. The knot there indeed became little complicated to him to unknot.
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