Split Personality
A romantic, paranormal and psychological thriller
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
“We come to it later. First let me get clarified on two important things, one, you have no experience in that before that day and it was very first time to you.”
“Yes, of course.” Susmitha nodded her head. “It was very first time to me. Anyhow how can you expect a girl to have experience in that before her marriage?”
“So many girls do have that experience long before their marriage and having sex together is so common a thing in now a day youth. Anyhow I don’t want to comment anything on that.” Rose once again stooped in her chair, placed her both arms on the table in between still looking into the face of Susmitha. “It was very first time to him also, did he say like that to you?”
“Yes, he said so.” Susmitha’s face was filled with irritation. “And I believe him hundred percent. I don’t think that he can do it to any other girl also.”
“So as your husband failed like that then and cannot manage his thing to get up afterwards, you are thinking that the problem is absolutely his and you have no part at all to play in the failure of your sex together.”
“Is it is not so then? In which way I deserve blame for that?” Susmitha was vehement.
“I say something very important here. There is no impotency in male. If there is no hundred percent cooperation from the female, most of the times it becomes an absolute failure.”
“I said that I cooperated with him to the maximum. I offered it to him opening it wide. What’s more I should do?” Susmitha raged.
“Tell me one thing! When he burst like that and could not make his thing up again did you say anything to him, did you scold him?”
Susmitha did not say anything.
“I asked you a question and you have to answer it.”
“Of course, yes.” With the same angry tone Susmitha said. “I called him eunuch and said to him that he could not do that at all at any time. I became very much frustrated and could not remain without bursting like that. Any girl in my place behaves just so and what it has to do with his problem?”
Rose laughed and leaned back in the chair. “I agree with you. Even I were in your place, I would have behaved just like you. But here you need to understand one main concept here. On girl’s part, unless they have been suffering from frigidity, they just can offer their thing to the mates and remain passive. But it is not so to the male. At the first time, in more than ninety percent cases, they get their release before they put their thing into vagina. Once they released, it is indeed something painful to get their things up.”
Susmitha remained silent like that while Rose gave a small pause.
“I will tell you the other main thing here. If the men are ridiculed, insulted when it has happened like that, it develops tension and anxiety in them. Then they never can make their things up if they start feeling tension and anxiety and it has happened just like that in your husband’s case.”
Still Susmitha did not prefer to say anything but Rose’s saying like that put her into some thinking.
“I can understand how the subsequent attempts for it between you both in the later on days. You have offered yourself in the same way of course but while scolding him and ridiculing him all the time in the same way. Every time he just felt the tension and anxiety which he felt at his first failure therefore it was a failure like that every time. Now tell me, can you say there is no fault on your part for the grand failure of your both sexual affairs?”
There was ample change in the facial expression of Susmitha insinuating there was such change in the heart of her also. “I....I....just could not think in this way before.”
“It is just because you cannot understand the sexual attitude in men which differs from women. You both are still at the very beginning and it is very lucky thing you people came to us now itself. You need not blame yourself and blame him. What all he needs from you is encouragement! I am not going to say that it would be a success the next time you both try it if you encourage him with a changed attitude. But with your changed attitude and encouragement it certainly works out between you both very soon.”
“Really I understood doctor.” A smile was forced onto the lips of Susmitha. “I will be positive with him and encourage him.”
“He always felt strong sexual urges and got good erections all the time until that moment and felt so confident he just can do that to the best of your satisfaction. But when with over excitement he failed like that and you scolded him so, he developed maximum fear and tension in him. He has been taking his counselling at the other doctor and if he has put that into practice, it will be very much joyful experience to you both the next time itself.”
“Okay doctor.” The smile was just so on the lips Susmitha and she said. “Now I understood why you people have said I also should be talked with. If you did not tell me like this, I never have understood what grave mistake I have been doing.”
“Before sending you out I want to say something very important! Sex between wife and husband should not be mechanical. It is not just enough offering yourself and remain calm but try to be active while encouraging him. If he fails don’t try to insult him or scold him but cooperate with him to make it up. You just have to allow him to do whatever he wants to do with you. If he wants to touch you wherever he wants just allow him and let him do all the things he wants on your body and do the things on his body he wants and touch his thing also. Talking sexy things, sometimes slangs, stimulate you both a lot. You should know that unlike in animals, in human beings mind also does play a very important role along with body during sex. Play an active role and don’t just remain passive. I think I need not say it now but I tell you. However many times he fails again, don’t insult him or ridicule him. It just makes the situation worse to you both.”
“I remember it doctor. I just do in the way you said.” Susmitha fully meant what she said when she said that.
“Once again I am saying. The next time itself may not be a success to you both. But I am sure that there is no problem with your husband physically and sooner or later it happens hundred percent between you both. Be confident and optimistic.”
“Alright doctor. I remember this also.” With a smile Susmitha nodded her head.
“Best of luck in your future sexual endeavours. You can go now and meet your husband in the visiting hall if his counselling has already over.” Rose said with a smile.
As soon as Susmitha left Rose’s chamber, another patient entered into it.
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Counselling of Pallav has started with Charles almost at the same time Susmitha’s was started with Rose.
“First I need to know your name, your habits and what you are doing; before we go into our main course of discussion. Shall we start?”
When they both were settled comfortably in the chairs facing each another in the chamber of Charles, he asked Pallav.
“My name is Pallav, book reading, watching television, playing chess are my hobbies. I am the manager of a nationalised bank.” Pallav’s answer was prompt and he was feeling homely and comfortable in the presence of Charles.
“If my guessing is not wrong, you are not aged more than twenty eight years.”
“You are right. Twenty seven.” Pallav said with a smile.
“I shall come to the point straight. You are a failure at sex. You cannot do that to your wife and you both are very much dissatisfied because of that.”
“You are absolutely right sir.” Suddenly Pallav’s face was with a pathetic expression. “I never have thought that I would be turned out as a failure like that. If I have foreseen it so, I would not have preferred to marry at all.”
“How long before you both tried it and after that how many times you both tried in between yourselves?”
“We both have married just fifteen days or so back. Fourteen days back, for the first time on one night we both tried it and it was an absolute failure then. And after that we both have tried it together nearly eight or so times but every time it was the same failure.”
“What was the type of failure? Is it is the same every time?”
“Except for the first time, every other time it is just the same.”
“How the first time differed with the rest. Be more specific and explain.”
Pallav’s cheeks were blushed to the maximum as he did not know how to explain that.
“There the lady psychiatrist asks almost the same questions to your wife also. Unless you explain everything in detail, I cannot give you any solution and your problem never will be solved.”Charles leaned back in the chair still looking into the face of Pallav.
“My thing was strongly erected and I was with full of desire and it burst just by the time I was about to put it into her thing. After that I never could make it up again.”
“You get erections of your thing in the normal way at other times?”
“It used to be so to me before that incident. I never faced erection problems and experienced strong erections just by looking at sexy things or thoughts relating to that. But after that day, after with the failure like that, I cannot have erections. My thing remains passive and flaccid like that all the time and however much I tried I cannot get an erection.”
“But at one time, before you have faced failure like that then, your erections were usual and you never have any doubt in that.”
“You are absolutely right.” Pallav nodded his head.
“You were so confident when you have tried it first time with your wife, you thought that you could do it to the best of your both experience but it has resulted like that.”
“Once again you are absolutely right.” There was another nod of head from Pallav.
“It is first time to you. You never did it to anyone before that day.”
“Your assumption is absolutely true.” Pallav also leaned back in the chair. “And the same is so to her also. She too has no experience to her till that moment and she said so to me.”
“I can guess it so far like that.” Charles laughed. “If either of you have experience in that before that day, this problem would not have been occurred at all.”
“But sir....” Charles said “....I don’t think I could do that to any other girl before as I am a failure with my wife so.”
“Alright. Forget that.” Charles nodded his head and stooped forward in the chair and balanced his arms on the table in between them both. “What was her reaction when you were failed so? I mean did she scold you, insult you?”
“She insulted me in the worst way possible.” Now Pallav’s face was with deep pathetic expression. “She called me a eunuch and declared that I cannot do that to her at all. It was her bad luck that she has to marry an incapable person like me. Not just on that day.....” Pallav paused for a second before saying again. “..........her attitude was just like that after every failure of me. In fact she ridiculed me and insulting me saying that I could not do that to her while offering herself to me also. And I think......” he paused once again.
“I want to know what you are thinking.” Charles leaned back in the chair again.
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