Disturbed
(An investigative, romantic and psychological thriller)
By
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
I am feeling irritation now. Sometimes Viola irritates me with her unreasonable speeches. “How I can ignore and forget as it is happening that lifelike to me every now and then?”
“I can understand. But there is no other way. If you do feel fear the chances of its happening again and again becomes more.”
“My god!” I hissed out helplessly.
“I can say one thing for sure, Dazzle.” I am once again prepared to Viola’s lecture. The expression on her face now is like that. “There is no danger to you by your experiences so far like that. If it happens again to you, then we shall think about it seriously and do something for it. Okay.” I am feeling surprise that Viola concluded that fast. She put such a heavy expression only to say these few lines!
“Okay.” I nodded my head. “But you said that you are maintaining a psychic link with me and sensing that I am in some grave danger. What you are going to say about that? Are not all these some part of that my danger?” I am looking into the face of Viola.
“In fact, I am still feeling like that” after a small pause Viola is saying. “But so far your experiences are not insinuating that you are in grave danger. May be these are some part of that danger or not I cannot say now. But remember one thing” once again she breathed deeply. “Now I am here and I see that there would be no danger to you in whichever way and at whatever place. My main mission in staying here is that. Just be relaxed and happy forgetting all about that”
Now Viola is in my strong hug and her right cheek is subjected to my strong perfunctory kiss. “What a good friend I have got? To whom I have to be grateful like this?”
“To whom else, the almighty god himself.”
I am now looking at my aunt who stood just beside us both with a smile on her lips.
“If you both are together, you forget time and everything. Come into the dining room.” Now I am looking at the retreating figure of my aunt.
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The day passed happily and I am trying to sleep happily now. The reports are saying that there is no wrong with my brain physically and it is really making me so happy and joyous. Thoughts are invading me now also but they are happy ones and not making me feel suffer. I am now slipping into sleep and the clouds of thoughts are slackening slowly.
I am feeling something on my hip. What it is? I opened my eyes and looked straightly. There is nothing near to me. The touch on my hip is becoming more and more intensive and I am feeling it even more clearly now. I want to get off from the bed immediately but I am feeling as if my hands and legs are tied with a rope. I am not able to move any organ in my body now. Thick fear entered into my heart again.
Now that hand started moving slowly on my body. My god what is going to happen to me? I have got this experience until now in the bath room and near the fridge and now I am having it on the bed and how it is going to be? Why I cannot move any organ in my body? But there is no hastiness in the movement of that hand. It is moving just steadily on my body as it was in the bathroom. It is all quite irritating to me. Viola said that there is nothing wrong with my brain physically. Then why I am still feeling like this? Is there anything supernatural in this house? Is it is some devil, I cannot understand. I want to run away from this place and to Viola and ask her why it is happening like this. But my body is immobile! I am becoming mad.
Suddenly I am started feeling some heavy thing settled just beside me. What it is? It is moving slowly beside me and I can feel its shape also. Yes it is a human being. No doubt in that at all. By the roughness of its hand on my body I can understand that it is male. Why cannot I see it? Is it is a devil? Can devils make other people feel them? Touch them in this way? Do devils have desires in them? By settling of it so just beside me making me understand its intention.
I am now feeling chocked as it put its hand across my heart and made a strong kiss on my cheek. I do not feel it like something I known. I am not feeling the touch either Nathaniel’s or Chucks. This feeling is appearing different. I let those both enjoyed me in the way they want and if this devil is one of them, sure I can know about that. But this touch is not reminding me either of them. Then who it is? I cannot understand. No male person touched my body except them both till now.
I am aghast as I am feeling now the heaviness of it on the top of me. My helplessness is making me feel lot of anger. How some bloody hell of creature can enjoy my body against my will? No one could enjoy my body against my wish and desire until this moment. I want to throw it out of my body but how I can do it as I am not able to move even my little finger.
My heart is burning with rage than shame as that creature is kissing on my face feverishly. I am feeling shocked as it took my inner lip into its mouth and is chewing it smoothly. Oh, my god! What should I do? Now my lip is free. Even in that rage also I am feeling relaxed when it left my lip.
“Just go away. Leave my body and just go away.” I am screaming as highly as possibly but I cannot hear my voice even myself. I am imagining that I am yelling like that! My strong desire to yell making me imagine so. I am exhausted with rage and helplessness and now that creature is slowly moving down. My god, what is going to happen to me? I am feeling everything what that Nathaniel and Chuck did with my body. Even it is neither of them, it is also as much steady as they were, doing everything perfect. Now I am being raped by the ghost of an unknown person! I am feeling more rage than fear. I just don’t like my body is enjoyed against my will like this. The ironical thing so far is, even I don’t like what is happening on my body, pleasure waves are sweeping all over my body while that bloody creature is satisfying its urge with me as steadily as possible.
I am feeling dark curtains before my eyes but the heaviness is still like that on my body. Ever I am going to become free of this? I am losing thinking capacity and I sure know that it is a sign that I am slipping into sleep.
&&&
“Yesterday I was raped.” I am observing Viola and we both sat facing each other. There are coffee cups in our hands and we are slowly sipping the same.
Viola choked on her coffee cup when I have said it like that to her. “What?” she yelled.
I am explaining to her my yesterday’s experience. When it comes to the end, Viola burst into laughter. “Oh, it is all just your dream.”
“It is not my dream. It is true. Dreams happen while we are sleeping. I am damned well sure that I was not sleeping at that time.” I angrily screamed.
“If not sleeping, what you are doing at that time on the bed?” looking amusingly into my eyes Viola asked me.
“Viola please. Try to understand me. I did not get sleep by that time and busy with some thoughts. Then it was started happening on my body.”
“I want to know what you were thinking at that time.”
“Oh, some unnecessary thoughts. I don’t remember those thoughts much now.”
“Then try hard to remember what those thoughts and then tell me.”
I very well remember what I was thinking at that time but till now I don’t want to say about those thoughts to Viola. But it seems that Viola does not leave me if I don’t tell about those thoughts to her.
“I was thinking about Nathaniel and Chuck at that time.” I am feeling frustrated.
“What exactly you were thinking about them both?”
“Why, I know about them both and thinking about some past incidents.”
“What are those past incidents?”
I became angry. Viola is forcing me to tell. “How they both did that to me.” I angrily said.
“Yes that is the reason for your having such an experience in the yesterday’s night.”
“Shut up.” I got off from the sofa angrily and am yelling at her. “Just because I have thoughts of such type, you are saying that I got such an experience? How bloody ridiculous what you are saying you know?”
“I know that I am not talking ridiculously Dazzle.” Viola breathed heavily and hissed out. “Just think rationally what else would be the reason for your feeling like that?”
“That is what I too cannot understand and seeking your help. You are talking in this way.” I am becoming more and more frustrated.
“Oh, please don’t get upset. Come near and sit beside me.”
As if someone is commanding me, I went near to her and sat beside her.
“I can say that your mind is playing tricks on you Dazzle. Even you do get angry on me, it is just your imagination. Nothing more than that.”
“I can know the difference between imagination and reality Ola. Moreover, how I do imagine without knowing I am imagining.”
“That is the most important point you need to understand here. Sometimes we imagine things but we don’t know we are imagining. We take it as reality. It is just like our dreams. We do take whatever happens in the dream as reality as long as the dream goes. The only difference is we dream while we are sleeping. This type of imagination happens while we are awaken.”
“I am having lot of respect on your psychological siklls Ola but I cannot accept your theory on this.”
Ola quickly kissed on my left cheek and said. “From this day onwards I do sleep with you. Then there is no chance to these types of things to happen to you.”
“Anyhow I am asking you again. None of these are some part of that danger which you do perceive I am in because of your psychic link with me?”
“I cannot think like that. May be.” Viola sighed heavily. “But I am saying the same thing I said when you asked me like this before. I am here to look after everything. Just be relaxed, alright.”
I nodded my head and closed my eyes. I am not feeling like to talk anything more with Viola then.
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I am feeling happy now as for more than one week I don’t have any odd experiences. I have confirmed myself now whatever experiences I have so far then were only my imaginations and nothing more. In fact Ola made me convinced by saying the same thing again and again.
Our Lipsom share price came even more down in that one week or so but George assured me that there is no necessity to worry about. He made huge amounts available to buy that share now. As I am thinking something in myself George entered into my room.
“Business View people came here for an interview with you. I think you do still remember what I have said to you. Don’t change anything in that. It shall be quite advantageous to us.” Looking into my face cautiously, he said.
“Alright.” I nodded my head.
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