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#Kavyotsav (Topic: Emotions) The story of my Insecurity. When your legs shake and shiver Turned into frozen solid. When your heart is imploding With the nightmare memory you had as kid. That they all laughed, Or nobody noticed. Yes, I am an introvert, And stage fright—my leading insecurity. What if they do giggle, What if they ignore What if they yawn as I act, What If they get bored And if I forget something, or not deliver what they expect, I would again stand there blank! As a joke And loose all the respect that I possibly even had. I would be a clown for people to laugh on, Not that I didn’t wish to be one I just don’t ever want my heart to know, That there is something by me that can’t be done. Because I know my heart, and its self respect. It would be dead scared to even attempt Even what I would be damn good at. That would forever be concealed It’s the greatest threat, And I couldn’t beat that. But one day, one day when I sat , Watching Dark Knight. With lappy on my Lap. I saw the protagonist, And my eyes sparkled that that is the man, the man I aspire to be. Not exactly a masked one but instead superhero figuratively Imagine when Bruce wore that mask wouldn’t he have felt insecure? Won’t even batman himself felt numb and fear bound? But watch what he got when the cure was finally found. It must have took guts even for him too to crush the in from insecure. It’s fiction story you may argue, But isn’t every story supposed to deliver a moral value. Everyone is scared. Everybody’s throught gets dry. But the one who climbs the cliff off wins. Is afterall, what I learned from mountain dew I realized I have an urge, a hunger. The crowds genuine claps were my drug, my alcohol. That it only gets quenched when I hear compliments and applause. But I need to break the quiver barrier. And so is it that I attempt, To slay the horrendous dragon. With every public appearance that I make, And with every clap as an arrow I pierce its every organ. For the days to follow. The war has begun I am not going to stop fighting my fear. Either will I or would it, succumb to death. As I have promised with my life, That I will write his epitaph with its oozing blood myself.
#Kavyotsav (Topic : Emotions,Love) The Cure Of My Rage I could have chosen anyone, She could have been a princess, She could have been a maiden, But I chose you my lady, As I neither wished to rule, Nor did I wish to serve. As I wished us to be equals, I wished us to get one. That you shall fill my weaknesses- And I shall be your strength. For I am the knife, That could slit throats, And turn living into carcasses. So, I need a hand to guide me, And make me feed. For I am the beast, And I could rip them apart, Or could devour them raw. So, I need a master, To tame me to befriend them, And aid them when in need. I gift myself to thy hands, Mend me and make me, Every part of mine. For I am the clay, Worthless without touch of thine, Make me the idol, Make it worth, my soul. And In return, The pledge is that I take, Whenever the day of sorrows comes, I will lay my life at stake... I won't leave you alone. I will cease the pains, Long before they born. I will do what I said I would, In case of your absence, My lady. As I may have changed my habits, I haven't forgotten my form.
#Kavyotsav (Topic:Love) A Letter To The One: I don't know what love is... Neither do I know what those feelings mean, As I have felt for every girl I met, And there is no one that did I ever hate, As I am nice to everyone, you see... When she smiles, it feels my duty to freeze it there... When she weeps, It feels my responsibility to shrug it away. I feel like a knight when I am with her, 'Though shalt hast to fight me.' I say to the problems breaching her. But I am just a toy for her that she plays with when is sad, A pillow that she cries on when she is mad. But when she is happy I just lie on the bed, Thinking are only the tears of my share? I always want to watch her glee, But can't she just stay happy with me?.. . Is it a sin to love thee? To want someone to also love me? I am tired now to find you my lady, Now it's not me, but my solitude that searches for thee, Now I fall for everyone I find, Even if they hurt, For it hurts to stay alone, Then to get hurt while finding the one, Trying gives me hope, even though I get hurt, That someone would I find, would not treat me as dirt... She will find me, and I shall dance, As Archimedes did when he found what he planned... I need to try, as I haven't seen you... I don't know what the one looks like, It's better to get hurt while trying to get away from pain, Than to know that the pain will last...
#Kavyotsav Have you seen me look at you? As the skies spread with grey clouds Look down at the lands dry When it's about to cry? Or as the child behind the curtains of shadow, Gazes at the candle flame Since, its eyes unbound, When he glances it for the very first time? As Columbus would have glared at, When he discovered a land, After searching it or death, Were the only options left For his crew and his self? As a bird in the cage, That stares at the clouds high, Imagining how would it be like, To fly over the sky? As you would have glimpsed, If you noticed someone, Exactly as your reflection inside The glass when you tend thy? The jaw drops and the eyes widen. Skin turns white and limbs paralyzed, 'Blank', the only expression, The face implies. 'Is it really it what curiously I eye ?' The mind couldn't believe And it seems like a dream. All my life where have you been? You surely haven't seen. If, you would've, not me- my love, But you would've fallen for yourself. I wish I could just see you, As long as I can...
#Kavyotsav (Title: Again. Topic: Love) 'What you liked about me?' She Asked: My mind started racing, What should I mask. The moments that we made, Under the trees' shades. That day that we played, When you ran and I chased: I caught you and We fell together. Slowly we rose, Smiling as our eyes met, And you laughed as I wiped my nose. That was the day I fell for you. Again! The days that we sat, Along with our mates. They stared at us, Feeling envy about something, As the long chats we made- As if nothing else existed, And the world is just an open space- Those were the days I fell for you. Again! Those nights during exams, Early were we supposed to wake. You became my alarm. But I woke before you made me awake, As I just wished to hear, Your giddy voice, not unaware. And we talk about moments, So that I don't sleep again. Those were the moments, I fell for you. Again! Those moments when you cried, Don't mind but I smiled. I wished you keep complaining About everything, That has to be explained. I loved to wipe your tears. And console- Everything will be alright. Just sleep tight. That was the day, I fell for you. Again! The day when we went, To a college fair, You cramped against me, Though we had enough space spare. And smiled in front of the camera. As it recorded the day that was to fade. That was the day, I fell for you. Again! The first day we met, Destiny perhaps, I didn't even know you, Till a year went. The day when I first was introduced, You recognized me then, And laughed at every joke I cracked. And laid your head on my hand Even at once I wouldn't laugh, If I was at your place. The day when I first thought, This is the day- Our love story began. The last day we met, When I hesitated- You took my arm, And placed near your neck We posed as a couple. We faked a laugh, I didn't wish to move, I confess. That was the Day, I fell for you, Again! I knew it could hurt, But I wanted to dive anyway. As they say, some mistakes are Meant to be made. It's not you that I loved, It was what I became with you, I could list more but, I doubt you would understand. As you decided, -never to fall. Ever again.
Humans are the most weakest animals. They don't have any unique abilities that other animals have, but humans have a thing that animals don't pretty useless but Unique, Smile. Dicover why the animals don't have it in a Children Fable story- A Stolen Smile Written by me. https://www.matrubharti.com/book/11529/a-stolen-smile
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