Split Personality
A romantic, paranormal and psychological thriller
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
‘The only problem is; even sexual feeling starts in them at such an early stage in our life, we cannot identify it or acknowledge it for a long time, that means, boys cannot understand why their pricks suddenly stood up at the sight of tightly clothed or semi clothed women or when they have heard sex matters or when they saw such scenes in T.Vs. and movies and it generally happens in their eight or tenth year. Once they understood why such reaction in them when they have come into contact with sexual matters, they remember their similar reactions to such matters and it certainly perplex them. It is just because gradually boys and girls not only come to know about sex and the reaction in them to certain things but the morals, conditions and regulations also about it.’
Rose picked her lower lip between her teeth frames and put herself into deep thinking. Here it gives some meaning! She would agree the children do not know what exactly it is when they first feel sex and it may happen in any way to them. Where most possibly children come to know about the opposite sex? In the home itself! The first chance to them to be acquainted with the opposite sex is through their siblings and parents. Observing or touching innocently each other naked bodies, without knowing the siblings come to know about the opposite sex and some extent they may be sexually stimulated also. After the siblings the very chance that the children may come to know about the opposite sex is through their parents as there are certainly instances that the parents may become naked before their children.
Surprisingly in the next paragraph Charles discussed about that. ‘They don’t know at that time why their prick stood up when his sister touched his naked body or the prick itself as they don’t know then it is because of sexual stimulation but whenever they remember it in future they feel guilty and it is like in the matter of girls also. They don’t have pricks like boys but at the touch of their brothers they also do have certainly sexual feelings without knowing that it is sex. Sex cannot be ruled out at any stage in a human being life and it has mostly to do with the body than the mind.’
‘Here Charles is absolutely right!’ Rose thought. Mind does not play as much of a role as body plays when it comes to sex. Getting stimulated sexually to the body at the sight of or with the touch of certain things is without the permission of the mind. If two closely related persons come across all nude by mistake their bodies don’t bother about the close relationship but get sexually stimulated. Even they know it is incest they cannot stop from their bodies getting stimulated at the sight or by touching of their close relatives.
What’s the probable age to human beings to come to know about sex and acknowledge the sexual feelings in them? Probably it starts from age eight. The boys do start feel thrilling whenever their pricks stood up at certain things as they came to know why it is so also. They tend to do the things which give them such sexual stimulation and if the moral conscience does not start in them they may try to hug their siblings or parents for such reaction in them and it has to be understood that it is an act of innocence and it is better to make them understood what it is and why they should not do like that’
“What you are going through dear?” she startled and looked aside as Williams put his hand around her shoulders after placing himself in the chair next to her before asking that question.
Rose sighed heavily. “Did I say that Charles has been writing a book and emailed it to me to read?” she looked into the eyes of Williams.
“I think you did” Williams smiled.
“Now I have the burden to read that book also. Once I read that, Charles will have a discussion with me on that and make changes in it if necessary.”
“May I also read that book?” Williams removed his hand from her shoulders still looking into her face.
“Charles did not give permission to me to share it with anyone else. Unless he agrees, I cannot give it to you.” She closed the ebook in her tablet.
“Is he is not writing that book for larger public consumption?” Williams knitted his brows together.
“Of course, his main purpose behind writing that book is that. But it is still a draft and I cannot say whether Charles agrees of my sharing it with you or any other person.” Rose leaned back in the chair and adjusted herself for more comfort.
“I am not that much enthusiastic to read that book and you may give it to me after taking the permission of that gentleman.” Williams also leaned back in the chair. “Anyhow what is that book he is writing? On human psychology or animal psychology or something related to that?”
Rose laughed and said “It is about sex, the book’s name is ‘All About sex.’”
“What? What a psychiatrist or psychiatry has to do with sex?” Williams knitted his brows together.
“What psychiatry has not do with sex?” with gathered frowns Rose questioned. “Don’t you know that our mind plays a major role when it comes to sex? Mind is the main reason in the failure of the most of the sexual performances. We don’t come across that an animal has failed to do sex to its mate but there are number of instances that humans do fail in sex and in some cases they do result in divorces also. What is the main reason for it? Mind.”
“You may be right. I cannot argue on that.” Williams said and got off from the chair. “I have to put myself into action. I need to go early to the office on this day.” After saying that he went away from that place.
Rose also got off from the place where she sat and moved away from that place.
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Whether it was true or false Siona could not understand at all but on the night of the day she has the experience with Pradeep, she became woman. She knew long before what it was becoming a woman and she felt so happy when she saw blood at her thing in small measure first and later in abundance. It was just like as it was heard from her friends.
“No doubt that you are a woman now!” when Siona went near to her mother and reported the same with lot of relief in her face, her mother said. “I am also very much tensioned that you have not become a woman yet.”
Then only she understood not only herself but her mother also was tensioned as she did not get her womanhood till that moment. To Siona it was just like she achieved something very great! Now she could have the full-fledged fucking and bear baby also. She owed her thanks to two persons mainly to this. One, to her close friend Deepika and two, Pradeep!
When she thought about Pradeep her heart filled with shame and thrill at once. How she had it with him on that day? Quite unintentionally her mind was forcing the memories of that day onto the surface and there was a strong pleasure wave all over her body. Her mind was involuntarily imagining an experience with him now as a full-fledged woman but she decided strongly against that. Whatever she wanted to achieve, she achieved that and there was no question of her doing that mistake again. All her concentration was going to be on only one thing that was her studies and until she reached her goal she was not going to put her mind on anything else.
“I am happy it worked for you in this way” Deepika said when Siona attended the school again after three days or so, when all the blood ceased to flow and she was perfect. “But I really did not hope that it work for you. My cousin who said this to me also not confident that it works. Your becoming a woman like that might be just a coincidence and not because of your having it like that at all.”
“I am not thinking like that!” Siona smiled and said. “It has happened to me just because of that and you don’t know how much I am worried until I became a woman. I owed a lot to you for this but presently just be satisfied with my thanks!”
“I am satisfied of course!” Deepika said with a smile. “As your main worry is over, concentrate completely on your studies.”
“That is what I am also thinking. But there is another person also to whom I owe thanks. Until I say that to him, I cannot feel completely free.”
“You mean Pradeep. In fact he owes a lot to you as you have given him the chance to fuck you like that. You need not say any thanks to him and just forget about it.”
They both were talking in their classroom as one teacher left and the other teacher has not entered into the class again. The classroom was just like a bedlam with the loud laughter and talking of the classmates.
Siona started chewing on her lower lip while thinking in herself deeply. What Deepika said also was true as she has given him a chance to enjoy pleasure like that with her. But it was not just he who had enjoyed it like that with her but she also and it was a beautiful memory to her and her whole body was with full of pleasure whenever she remembered that. In addition to that, she could become the woman, achieved the main aim in having that with him and she did not know whether it was with anyone else the pleasure would be like that and she could get her womanhood. And if not anything else, she owed thanks to him atleast. At the very first opportunity of meeting him, she would say thanks to him and that would settle everything.
All the noise and cacophony stopped at once when the teacher of that period entered into the classroom and all students stood and sat again when the teacher sat and class started. The playing hour was the same to all the classes in that school as it would enable the all classes students to play with each other. The last but hour was the playing hour and Siona looked forward to it eagerly as that would give her a chance to meet Pradeep.
It was just like ages to her by the time the playing hour has come and she herself did not know why she waited for that. She felt even more happy seeing Pradeep coming into the playground but he has become busy with his friend in playing Kabaddi. While he was so busy in playing with them, she was disappointed and sat little far away from that place as she did not know how to meet him and talk with him.
But suddenly he has been out and she saw the anger of the captain and his being asked by him to go out. He hung his head and came out from the game straight to where she sat. By the time he came to her she stood up with happy and surprise in her.
“I am just waiting for you” she said.
“I know about that.That is why I made a mistake to come out of the game. ” Pradeep laughed “Tell me why you are waiting for me?” he asked her still with a smile on his lips.
“Thank you” she came near to him and said looking into his face. “Thank you for what you did to me.”
“Thank you for what?” there was surprise in his face and it was just like he did not remember anything that they did on that day. “What I really did to you?”
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