Split Personality
A romantic, paranormal and psychological thriller
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
“I can understand that pretty well and there is no mistake of you in it.” Anirudh said. “But if it is not too much for you, let me know the purpose behind your coming like this to me.”
“Whether with my consent or not, our marriage is over and I have become your wife. And sooner or later I need to start live along with you otherwise you may prefer to divorce and marry some other girl.”
“You need not feel fear like that at all. You never need to come to my house and live along with me with that fear.” There was suddenly firmness in his voice. “I never divorce you and there is no question of another girl either in my life or in my mind.”
A smile was forced onto the lips of Charita and they were parted a little. “Anyhow my parents want very much that I come to you and live along with you. I am thinking just because of their sake, I have to start living along with you however much difficult it may be for me.”
“We can live under the same roof just like strangers without any physical intimacy.” The same firmness was then also in his face. “Unless you want and feel it would be so, we are the wife and husband only to the outside world.”
“Then alright” Charita nodded her head “I shall try to come and live along with you. The main purpose for my coming here and talking with you,........” then she told him about her being taken to the psychiatrist Rose and that psychiatrist’s wishing to talk with him also. “.........I want you to come along with us to her tomorrow, do you have any objection?”
“No of course.” There was suddenly brightness in the face of Anirudh “What all I need to do is to inform my office that I cannot come on tomorrow.”
“I go now. Come to our house just by nine tomorrow morning and then we all can go to that psychiatrist.” And she turned back and started walking towards the doorsill and he also followed him. Just before crossing the doorsill and go out, she suddenly turned, put her both hands around his neck and kissed on his lips straight. Then left him with the same speed and went away from that place without looking back at all.
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“I am feeling happy hearing what you said Rose. So that girl is coming here along with her husband. I never have expected this much can happen hearing her parents’ words. So the problem solved.” Charles face was with a happy expression. “They are indeed very concerned people to my relative.”
“Of course, it is a development Charles. I too did not expect this.” Her charming smile filled the lips of Rose. “But I am sure the problem has not been completely solved yet. That girl is with a sincere intention to help her family and not to create problems to it. So to some extent she is forcing herself to change.”
“Then what is going to happen in future? Is it is just temporary in your opinion?” Charles leaned back in the chair with gathered frowns.
“Remember one thing! She was gang-raped by three guys and one of those is her husband now. You can easily understand how much rancour a girl feels towards those. Just because he is her husband, all her rancour on him does not vanish completely this fast. As she is forcing herself to love him and live along with him she occasionally subjects herself to psychic attacks. You know very well what happens if we control and make our mind do something that it does not want.” Rose also leaned back in the chair and adjusted more in it.
“You are absolutely right Rose. I have to agree with you.” Charles stooped forward and balanced his arms on the table in between.
“The change that has come in her can be made permanent Charles. But her husband and other family members must be very careful with her. I need an elaborate discussion with her husband also. I have to prepare him for the possible consequences in future.”
“I need not ask you to do that” Charles smiled. “I know you do it in the best way possible.”
“She is the first patient to me on this day. Due at any moment, so I go and wait for them in my chamber.” Rose got off from the chair.
“Just a moment Dr.Rose.” when Charles said that Rose looked curiously into his eyes. “Spare just few seconds!”
With mellifluous laughter Rose slumped in the chair again. “I know what you are going to talk Charles. It is about the book you are writing ‘All About Sex’, is it not?”
“You got paranormal powers Rose, how can you say about it?” pretending surprise in his face Charles asked.
“I saw you struggling with your book recently Charles, so I guessed it like that.” once again she laughed. “Tell, what do you want to talk with me now?”
“Rapes and gang-rapes are also part of sex. I am thinking talking with this girl may be little bit helpful to me in sprucing up my book. May I do that?”
Deep frowns gathered on the forehead of Rose and she pursed her lips for few seconds. “At present it is not advisable at all Charles.” Rose said. “Once she becomes completely normal, you can but it certainly takes long time.”
“If you say like that, I don’t think about it at all.” With a disappointing expression in his face Charles said.
“But one thing I can promise to you Charles” Rose got off from the chair “We do have an elaborate expression on your book and think about these rapes and gang-rapes also then. As sex plays an important role on the mind, I also have to probe into it as much as possible.”
“I do just wait for that pleasure Rose” Charles exclaimed with a sudden happy expression in his face.
Then Rose moved away from that place and went straight into her chamber.
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“So you are the husband of Charita” looking straight into the face of guy who sat opposite to him Rose asked. Few minutes after her settling in her chamber, Charita along with her parents and husband entered into her chamber. After talking few minutes with Charita, she asked them to leave Anirudh in her chamber and wait in the visitors room.
“Yes, doctor.” There was deep uneasy expression in the face of Anirudh. He could not guess why Rose wanted to see him and what she was going to talk with him.
“Don’t feel uneasy. I am not going to ask any questions about that episode.” Rose adjusted in her chair for more comfort and the charming smile on her lips was really relaxing him. “My main aim now is; to make Charita and you live happily without any problems.”
“Thank you doctor, thank you very much!” with a brightening expression Anirudh said.
“So Charita herself came to you and asked you to come along with her. Are you sure that there is positive change in her?” Rose knitted her brows together.
“Absolutely doctor” Anirudh remembered the kiss she planted on his lips before leaving his house the day before. “I am sure that she completely changed!”
“But the change is not permanent! Still you have to face problems in future.” Rose once again leaned back in the chair.
“I just don’t know what you are talking doctor” with a confusing and disappointing expression Anirudh said.
“On the first day itself I have foreseen a change like this in her. She is worrying for her family also and has love and affection on her parents and siblings. That was why she agreed marriage with you and for the same reason she is forcing herself to love you and live along with you. She is controlling and forcing her mind to do that. Because of that............” Rose paused for a second before continuing again. “.................her mind attacks her suddenly when she is completely unprepared. That makes her to behave very violently and we cannot guess what she would do under such circumstances.”
“Is it will be so?” Anirudh’s face was filled with fearful expression.
“Don’t feel fear. But be prepared to such type of situations and you have to be very patient and understanding. You may have to suffer extremely and just think it is the punishment for what you did on her. The other guys have escaped and you cannot. Anyhow you can think it is the price that you are paying for the opportunity to enjoy her still.” Rose smiled. “Charita is indeed a very beautiful girl.”
“I made the promise to her I never touch her. If she lives along with me under the same roof, that is enough. I don’t want to do that in my whole life again to her.” With firmness in his voice Anirudh said.
“That does not help moreover it may make the situation even worse. You should try to advance yourself to her and have sex with her. Moreover never deny sex to her if she all by herself comes to you. A strong physical bond between you both will be helpful and denying it when she wants makes her even more vehement.”
“But I am not thinking that she comes for it to me all by herself......” he was feeling uneasy to talk like that with her “..........after having an experience like that from me.”
“Hundred percent she comes to you for it. Even against her will, her body tasted sex and it craves for it again. After tasting sex, the craving for it physically sometimes becomes unbearable and she comes to you on such occasions. Deal with her in the way she wanted in those circumstances but don’t deny it. Denying it then creates serious consequences.”
“I understood doctor.” Anirudh’s face was with shame hearing such things from her.
“If she still feels lot of rancour towards you, she may not choose to come all by herself for sex even her body is craving for it. So you have to make small and gentle advancements towards her for that. Satisfying her bodily urge also is very much important to make her in all respects normal.”
“But considering her recent behaviour with me I am not thinking that she is feeling anger towards me.” With gathered frowns Anirudh said.
“I said to you that she is forcing herself to love you and to live with you. Becasue of that she is trying to behave in such a way with you. Anyhow she may not feel too much encouraged to come to you for sex even her body is urging for it to the maximum.”
“I understood doctor. I shall just do in the way you asked.” Anirudh nodded his head.
“But not immediately. You have to let the time passed and observe her carefully. You do start doing what I said after one month or so of you both living together.”
“Alright doctor” Anirudh nodded his head.
“One important thing! Don’t try to have children. It shall be just sex between you both until she becomes hundred percent normal. I fear that she sometimes becomes that much violent which would be damaging to her pregnancy also.”
That made Anirudh feel uneasiness once again and it reflected in his face. “Alright doctor. There shall be no children until I am sure there will be no problem with her.”
“That is indeed a nice idea!” Rose laughed. “Don’t make her to gulp tablets to prevent pregnancy. They are dangerous to health. I think you know the other option for it.” She looked meaningfully into his face.
“Of course, doctor! I know.” Anirudh’s face was deeply blushed on hearing that.
“I hope all the best for you both” Rose got off from the chair she sat and Anirudh also freed his chair and stood up. “Life is going to be happy for you both subject to that you behave with her carefully and endure the hardships for sometime. Now we go and talk with her and her parents before you all leave. Just talk to me if she becomes too violent and beyond control.”
“I remember it doctor!” Anirudh smiled as he accustomed to such warnings from her by then.
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