Split Personality
A romantic, paranormal and psychological thriller
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
“Bastard!” she said but hugged him with both of her hands and kissed on his right cheek. She did not know how she did it like that.
Then she closed her eyes feeling the movement of his bulged penis between the tightly closed walls of her vagina expecting his discharge soon. But even after seconds turned into minutes it was going on just like that.
“My god! Is it is you or someone else?” she kissed on his right cheek and said as by then she has forgotten everything and enjoying his fucking like that. “Where did you learn fucking like this?”
“Is that information necessary now? Just enjoy what I am doing.” Making the force of his hip movements even more Manoj said.
Prameela did not know how much of time passed but she could not remain without yelling with pleasure when he released himself into her tremendously.
“Just stay like that you bastard, just stay for few more seconds!” holding him tightly with both of her hands when Manoj tried to slid on the right side of her Prameela said. “I must say you fucked me the best than any other guy till now. How could you do it like that now?”
“I came to know a technique! I understood it is more psychological than physical. With practice it has become possible to me to remain without releasing myself for a long time even after fucking vigorously.” He sighed heavily keeping his head in the curve of her neck. “Are you thinking now that my fucking is better than that Prathap’s and Sadan’s also.”
The technique he learnt to delay the release was; release himself first with masturbation before engaging himself with the girl. Stopping just few seconds before the release would indeed delay the release. He practiced it with another girl but practiced it mostly with masturbation. The only worry to him was; he could not come to know about it until recently.
“I must say yes.” She put her fingers into his hair and ruffled it.
“What about your love and sex with Sadan then?” Manoj said and this time she did not try to stop him when he tried to slide on the right side of her.
“Love and sex are two different things I am afraid. We can have sex and should have it also with the person we love but we cannot love every person that with whom we have sex. I enjoyed sex with you but I must say I cannot love you. My love is reserved only for Manoj.” She got off from the bed and started dressing herself.
“I can understand that there is no problem!” Manoj did not like to get up and dress himself. He was just enjoying his nakedness so and feeling amusement as his thing was getting up slowly. “But can we have it again?”
“You need not doubt it at all. I cannot afford to lose a pleasure-some experience like this for anything.” Then suddenly a change in her expression has come “Oh, your thing has stood up again!” she said looking at his fully erected penis.
“Do we have it again? I have no objection.” With a proud expression and happy smile he said.
“No, I want something different.” She said, she came fast to him and before he understood anything his thing sunk full into her mouth.
“Oh, what is this? You never wanted this before!” Manoj became aghast and his face filled with a shocking expression while she was sucking on that. “Please leave it. Leave me.” There was very much pain to him after he released into her but she did not listen to him at all and just continued that.
“You devil! What is this? You just don’t know how much of painful it is to me.” Looking angrily at her Manoj said once he could relieve himself from her with lot of difficulty. There was tremendous pain to his thing and his heart was with full of shock also.
“I am sorry. I just could not remain without doing this.” With a regretful expression in her face she said. “But recently I am doing it like this with Sadan also.”
“But why? Why it is so?” by then his enjoying his nakedness himself came to an end, he got off from the bed and started dressing himself. “You never were interested in oral sex. We used to have natural and normal sex together.”
“There is a reason for my behaving like this.” Sighing heavily Prameela said. “That is a big story and I tell you about it when we both have it together.”
“If this is the way you do want to have it with me; we do never have it again.” He said, looked angrily into her face for the last time and went away from that place.
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“It is indeed our fault sister to make you marry that bastard!” Sailaja’s face was full of anger. “I can understand your feeling. I can understand how difficult it is to live with a guy who gang-raped you with other guys. But we have thought about only ourselves, not you.”
Charita did not say anything, leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes. She forced herself to think in a different way after coming from Rose. Whatever has taken place, has taken place and that could not be changed. They have been compromised and she became the wife of one of them also and that too could not be changed. What was the benefit in feeling only anger and distress all the time?
“What you are thinking sister? Don’t remain silent like that, I cannot bear it.” Taking her sister’s both hands into her hands, Sailaja said.
They both sat side by side on the bed in her bedroom and talking in themselves.
“To be frank, I don’t know what to think either. I am thinking what to think now.” There came a small smile onto the lips of Charita.
“After a very long time I am seeing you smiling sister, I am just happy.” Sailaja also smiled. “I am seeing a little change in you and I cannot understand what really has got this change in you.”
“Dr.Rose, talking with her put me into some thinking dear. Really I am in very much confusion and when I said I am thinking what to think I just meant that.”
“Why confusion? Did that psychiatrist make the matters even more complicated for you?” Sailaja knitted her brows together.
“It is not so, she made the matters easy for me and she asked me to see the thing in another angle also. Her saying like that appearing reasonable but seeing the things in the way she said is becoming difficult to me. That is why I am thinking whether to think about what she said or not.” Charita relieved her hands from her sister’s hand and put them in her lap again.
“If you say to me what she said to you I shall tell you whether you should think about what she said or not.”
“She asked me to see sex in a positive angle. I have to see even the sexual affair those guys had with me by force, in a positive angle. I need to think that they committed that mistake just because of unbearable urge and pardon them.”
“What type of psychiatrist she is?” Sailaja angrily said. “How she can ask you to do it like that? If she were in your place, can she do it in such a way?”
“I don’t know whether she can if she were in my place but I am not seeing too much of wrong in her saying so.” Sighing heavily with a small voice Charita said.
“I just don’t know what you are talking sister!” with a confusing expression in her face Sailaja said. “It seems that you shifted all your confusion into me.”
“We have been relieved from a lot of burden because of that incident, are not we? My marriage has been performed with a suitable guy for which we need not expend any money at all. We need not bother about your and our brother’s education as those people have given lot of money also to us. Otherwise we used to feel worry very much how to fulfil these obligations as our dad’s salary is quite low, is it is not?”
“Of course, that much is true.” Sailaja said. “Just because of that whatever happened on you is a right thing! Those bastards must have been jailed or hanged for what they did. We were compromised and did not let it happen, that was indeed a mistake on our part.”
“Sexual urge at that age is very much in boys and when they found me in such a vulnerable condition, they just could not control themselves.” Charita said “Even after getting benefit by their gang-rape, why should we feel angry like that on them?”
“Can you, can you really take it like that sister? I am still feeling too much of angry on them.” With gathered frowns Sailaja said.
“Difficult, very much difficult to feel like that but I am trying.” Charita said. “It is very much difficult to have a positive feeling while remembering, how they raped me one after one after pinned me to the bed so. But I am trying to do so remembering those psychiatrist’s words.”
“Bloody hell with that psychiatrist. You don’t force yourself to do anything that you don’t want.” Sailaja once again became angry.
“I have to do that not for that psychiatrist’s sake but for our sake.” Charita smiled a little. “Sooner or later I have to go and live with that rogue. I cannot avoid doing that forever because I am his wife. If I don’t do that, he may file a petition for divorce.”
“He never can do that if he remembers what he did to you with the other two guys. There is always a chance to you to go to the police station and give complaint against them. Then those three will be either hanged or imprisoned for lifetime.”
“Rape or gang rape cannot be proved after long time.” Charita laughed. “Even now also it is a difficult thing to us to prove that rape and book a case against them.”
“There are witnesses who saw what they did to you and they always come and give evidence against those.”
“They may change. Anyhow a question does arise why did not I give a police complaint immediately? If I want to give a complaint against that gang-rape, a doctor has to examine me and certify that there is it. Why did not I do it immediately?”
“Sister what you are trying to say ultimately? I just don’t know what to suggest to you.” Once again there was confusion and distress in the face of Sailaja.
“I want to force myself to think in the way that psychiatrist said.” Leaning back in the sofa Charita said. “To solve all the problems, that is the only way.”
“My god! I just don’t know......” Sailaja was about to say something but then their brother Chandan came there. “What brother? What happened? You are appearing haggard!” looking into his face Sailaja said. Charita also opened her eyes and looked at him.
“Why the bloody hell you went to that place on that day? Why did you give such a chance to those rogues to do that ghastly thing on you?” looking angrily into the face of Charita he yelled.
“I think you are talking with perfect sense. Did sister know that those guys do like that to her there? How you can talk like that even after knowing about everything?” Vinathy also became angry.
“Why did not you fight enough? How could you let them do it to you so?” as if he did not hear what Sailaja said, Chandan once again yelled.
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