Split Personality
A romantic, paranormal and psychological thriller
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
“I am feeling so happy that you came to our house Rose.” Handing over a tea cup and snacks in a saucer Natasha said. “Despite being good friends we cannot meet frequent and talk.”
“From now on we meet frequently and have intimate talking.” Taking that saucer into her right hand Rose smiled. Then she looked into the face of Charles who stood there. “Here two ladies want to have some intimate talking. Will you please retire to somewhere else?”
Charles nodded his head and went away from that place.
“Make yourself comfortable in the chair first before we have any talking.” Rose said taking small sips of the tea. “Don’t mind I am asking you to sit in your own home.”
“That is not so” Natasha laughed observing Rose minutely and for few seconds she was subjected to a sort of envy and jealousy. It was just six months or so after her marriage with Williams but there was no change in her at all. She was just like an untouched rose flower then and now also. It was not just her beauty making her feel like that towards her, it was a sort of sexuality in her face, eyes and every moment, making her feel jealous.
‘I imagine Rose in your place while doing this. That just makes my desire ten-fold and gives me the ability to do it wonderfully.’ On one day after having vigorous sex with her Charles said to her. She felt insulted and got angry but there was no wrong if he felt like that.
“Unless the matter is something secretive, you don’t want to talk only with me about it” Rose put the tea cup and saucer on the table there without bothering with the remnants in it. “I have come here not just as a psychiatrist but as a friend of you also. Open your heart Natasha, tell me what are those issues?”
Natasha nodded her head and she decided to tell even she was feeling very much uneasy to tell that to Rose. “Don’t say that oral sex is not unnatural between couples Rose. Charles already said that to me and without being his saying I also know about it.” After explaining to Rose the hardcore sex between her and Charles, Natasha said. “We have only normal and natural sex for a long time until recently. We always hated such sex and never even thought about it. It all started just recently some four or so months back. I don’t mind.....” she paused for a second as it was very difficult to express that but she decided. “............sucking his thing and he does not mind lick mine even it is with full of juice.”
Rose’s heart skipped a beat! That was what Williams and she were doing sometimes. In the beginning of their marriage sex was so natural and normal between them also and it just started four or so months back in their lives too. Almost from the time they started treating the split personality Okatho in Evalla who was a devotee of Amsara and creating unusual and unnatural sexual urge was the main characteristic of Amsara. Was it because of Amsara?
Why she was thinking time and again like this where there was no paranormal at all? She hastily forced away that idea and said before Natasha said anything. “Sexual desires like that can happen at any time in our lives and when it is only between husband and wife, we need not bother about it at all.”
“But my feeling about it is not the same all the time Rose.” With increased uneasiness in her face Natasha said. “After sometime, after the desire in me completely satisfied and vanished, I am feeling very much disgust about what I did. I just could not bear the feeling then and getting a vomiting sensation.”
Just like in her case also. Whenever she thought about how she sucked on Williams’ thing she was also getting such type of feeling.
“It is also quite natural Natasha. Don’t care about it and don’t even try to get rid of that feeling. Put your mind completely in what you are doing and if you are not doing anything at that time engage yourself in doing something like reading a book or watching t.v. Once you disregard the feeling, it slowly vanishes from you.” Rose said to her just what she was doing to get rid of that feeling.
“I am thinking if I can refrain myself from doing that so to Charles, I don’t feel like that and I have no objection if Charles likes oral sex. Is there no therapy to make stop craving for oral sex sometimes?” with a hopeful expression in her face, Natasha asked her.
“There is; we may try.” Rose nodded her head. “I use hypnotherapy on you to make you not to get such desires. But you have to come to BAMC for that.”
“I happily do that.” With a happy expression in her face Natasha said. “And thank you very much!”
“Oh, don’t say like that!” Rose said with a smile. “Your husband is the owner of BAMC and you can avail all those services there whenever you want.”
“But my husband never suggested something like this to me.” Natasha angrily said.
“You would not have asked him for a remedy as you have asked me.” Rose laughed and said. “Is this all you want to talk with me Natasha? Are you feeling relaxed now?” Rose did not want to give her an idea that she knew about other problems in her house in before itself through her husband by mentioning about them.
“No, Rose. The other problems we are facing now is the gravest. I just don’t know how to express it either!” suddenly there were thick frowns on the forehead of Natasha.
“Oh, Natasha!” Rose took Natasha’ right palm into her hands, squeezed it gently. She could understand what she was going to tell her now. “I already said I am a friend to you. Tell me in the way you can and I assure you I can give you the best solution to that problem.”
Natasha released her palm from Rose’s hands and Rose clipped her lower lip between her teeth frames while Natasha was explaining about her son Vikram’s stealthily watching while she and her daughter were dressing and taking a bath.
“Are you sure that he is doing such a thing?” Rose released her lip and asked with knitted brows.
“Of course. We both found him doing that. But when I asked him straight he denied outright doing such a thing.” Natasha said.
Rose laughed and said. “That can be expected.”
“Oh, Rose. It is incest! He has been watching his own mother and sister so. There is no surprise......” the anxious expression in Natasha’s face has become even more.
“Nothing like that happens. You don’t worry unnecessarily.” Rose said reclining in the chair. “It is the age that the boys and girls come to know about sex just then and they would feel too much thrill in watching people naked and to experiment in that. An open discussion about them regarding sex and its possible dangers and how much sinful watching intimate relatives naked or having sex with them, the problem would be solved.”
“I just cannot do that. I never can talk about sex with my own children.” With sudden uneasiness in her face Natasha said.
“That is the main problem. Parents cannot talk about sex with their children and there is no particular sex education.” Rose sighed heavily. “I talk about this with him and educate him. It is my promise to you that he never would do such a thing. Just feel relaxed.”
“If talking with the children regarding sex is that much important, you have to talk with my daughter also.” Natasha sighed heavily. “Not just with my son, I am facing a problem with my daughter also even it is not as grave as my son’s.”
“What about her?” with a curious expression in her face Rose asked. Charles did not say anything about her daughter’s problem.
“I found her in her room masturbating!” With gathered frowns Natasha said “It was just masturbating. She took her skirt upto her hips, spread her thighs and was doing that.”
“So what? Masturbating is a healthy exercise either to the boys or the girls!” Rose once again knitted her brows.
“She is just twelve years old Rose. At this age itself she came to know about sex and masturbating also.” Once again there was an anxious expression in the face of Natasha.
“Twelve years age is an appropriate age to come to know about sex and most of the time people come to know about masturbating quite automatically. You are fortunate your daughter came to know about it without being told.” Rose said.
“I am not thinking like that. She might be come to know about it from someone.”
“There is such a possibility also and that does not make any difference in the matter.” Rose’s charming smile came to its usual place. “Your problems are very simple and small ones. I want to talk with Vikram in private. Can you arrange a meeting between us both only somewhere?”
“Sure I can.” Natasha nodded her head and said “But I want you to talk with Siona also. Make her understand regarding sex. Please do that talking which I cannot do with her direct.”
“I am glad to. Once I finished with Vikram, I talk with her also.” Rose nodded her head and said.
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“You want to talk with me aunt.” There was a sort of uneasiness in the face of Vikram as he could understand why she wanted to talk with him then.
“Sure I do” Rose nodded her head with her charming smile on her lips. “Close the doors behind you and come near to me.”
That meeting has been arranged in the study room of Charles and she sat in the chair near to the table dragging it into the middle of the room and placed another chair opposite to her even before Vikram entered into that room.
He came near to her and asked her .“May I know what is it?” there were frowns on his forehead and the uneasiness was just so on his face.
“First make yourself comfortable in that chair Vikram, then we do have the talking.”
Vikram nodded his head and delicately put himself in that chair. They both have only little acquaintance and Vikram was feeling too much shy at her.
“Do you know that I am psychiatrist and help the people in solving their psychological problems?” looking into his face Rose asked him.
“Of course, I know.” A small smile climbed onto his lips. “You have been working in my dad’s mental care as a psychiatrist.”
“Can you expect what I want to talk with you Vikram? Do you have any idea?” Rose asked again still looking into his face.
Vikram did not say anything but hung his head.
“That means you do have an idea, why don’t you let me know about it?”
Even then too Vikram did not say anything but remained silent.
“Oh, Vicky. Just talk. Consider me as a friend rather than a psychiatrist. Tell me if you know about it.” She said persuasively.
“My mom would have said to you that I have been watching my sister and her while they are nude. She thought it is a psychological problem.”
“If you are doing something like that it is sure a psychological problem and needs treatment. Moreover it is incest and serious moral wrong. No one should try to watch his or her close relatives naked.”
Vikram perched his up and it was with full of shock!
“If you are not doing such type of a thing and it is just your mom’s illusion, there is no problem. If you out-rightly deny doing anything like that, I believe you and put your mom’s heart at ease.” Rose still kept his face in her gaze.
“Not just that.....” Vikram said with a halted tone and deep frowns on his forehead “....I want to fuck them also. Sometimes I am feeling too much of need and urge to do that.”
(I hope that you enjoyed upto here. I shall publish the next chapter as soon as possible. Please don’t forget to rate and review.)
