Split Personality
A romantic, paranormal and psychological thriller
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
“I cannot remember when exactly it happened in my life.” Williams said “But I can remember the incidents clearly now. I think I was thirteen years or so aged and he was two years or so old to me.”
“I don’t think that you were that much aged by that time. Most of the girls and boys not only came to know about it by that time but start experimenting on it also.” Her usual charming smile came onto her lips again and she started fixing her blouse hooks again which she opened just seconds back for her girl.
“Oh, please don’t do that.” Coming onto her and making her face up on the bed Williams said. “I want the milk in them. Anyhow our daughter doesn’t need it now.”
“Gladly.” Putting her both hands fingers into his hair after he took her right breast into his mouth, Rose said. “As she is being given solids now, our daughter is not drinking much and the milk is becoming a burden to me. Emptying it like this will be a great help to me.”
“I am feeling you like my baby while you are sucking on me like this!” while Williams was sucking on her right breast vigorously, she took his right ear stub into her hands and started teasing on that gently. She knew it would kindle the desire in him to the maximum. But without bothering with the burning desire in him Williams continued sucking on her right breast and emptied it to full. Just like every time the yellow colour lukewarm milk was with a different taste to him.
Once he finished with her right breast he perched his head up and looked into her face with a smile but suddenly his face became serious. “He said that he would fuck my sister!”
“He never would have done that. He should be very much daring if he did so. I don’t think your sister never would have agreed to be fucked by him.” But she did not believe what she said. If he was a handsome guy, could persuade her for that.
Without saying anymore to her Williams took her left breast into his mouth and started sucking on that. This time Rose started teasing her both ear studs with her both hands fingers but did not worry about the fucking. His sucking on like that was better than real fucking at that time.
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“I never doubt your love on my dad. Whatever may be the reasons for your entering into his life, I know that there is only love in your heart for him. But..............” it was indeed difficult to Prameela to talk like that with Evalla. “...........just think carefully and try to remember. What might be the exact reason for your proposing to marry him?”
Just fifteen minutes or so back Prameela entered into the room of Evalla and found her all alone. After some formal talk she launched onto the topic she wanted to speak with her.
Evalla leaned back in the chair with gathered frowns.
“I really don’t mean to make you feel bad. But I just want to know if there was any particular reason for your choosing my dad.”
“You are one of my well wishers and you never intend to make me feel bad.” Evalla smiled. “You know main problem. I just cannot remember things in a proper way. What all I can remember and tell you is; I have got a strong feeling as soon as I saw your dad. I don’t feel much surprise for that as your dad is a handsome personality despite his fifty plus age. Besides that he is a wealthy man and a widower also. I came to know about that too. I could understand my life would be good all the ways with him if he agreed to marry me. And I know I was beautiful and there were chances of acceptance if I propose myself to him.” Evalla sighed heavily and paused for a second. “Consciously I cannot think of any other reason except that for my wishing to become his wife.”
“You think subconsciously there may be any other reason for that?” Prameela knitted her brows together.
Evalla picked her lower lip between her teeth frames and frowns were gathered on her forehead as she fell into deep thinking. “There might be. I cannot say for sure. Unless my memory and remembering powers are perfected, I am helpless. But............” she stooped forward.
“What this ‘but?’ Anything you got to tell?” suddenly there came a curious expression onto the face of Prameela.
“I am vaguely feeling that my life is under someone’s control from scratch and I have been behaving in tune with the commands of someone. Sometimes I am feeling that my actions are not mine but someone else’.”
“Why did not you say this to me till now?”
“Just because the feeling is vague and not clear. I just don’t want to confuse the matters by telling every feeling of mine to you.” Evalla said with an uneasy expression in her face.
“So your choosing my dad to marry also because of someone’ else commands, someone else’ guidance.”
“I am not sure, might be.” Evalla leaned back in the chair. “Anyhow how can anyone commands me, guides me without my knowledge?”
“Once we start believing in paranormal, we have to believe in many a thing.”
“But is it is wise to consider my matter completely paranormal? Are not we messing the whole thing by considering it like that? Is it is not better to treat my matter as a psychological disorder as Rose suggested?”
“Sometimes I also think like that. In fact dad and I also used to be quite reluctant to believe in paranormal. In fact that is the only thing we both opposed in Sadan. But...............” Prameela sighed heavily and said “..............the experience we are having so far compelling both of us to believe in that.”
“To be frank, the same with me also.” Evalla leaned back in the chair. “I too don’t want to believe in paranormal but just as it is in your case, thinking everything that has taken place, yes, we are compelled to believe in paranormal.”
There was some silence between them both and it was Evalla who broke it first. “Anyhow why did you get the idea there might be any other reason for my marrying your dad?”
A small smile broke onto the lips of Prameela. “I just don’t know how do you take it.” Then she explained to her what went in between her mother and herself. “It was she who got that thinking. After considering everything she is thinking there might be some reason which you yourself don’t know for your entering into my dad’s life.”
Evalla laughed on hearing that. “If it is some reason that I myself don’t know, how I can say anything about that to you?”
“Under hypnosis! We are going to take the help of Sadan to see if there is any particular reason for your entering into my dad’s life.” Prameela said. “I tried to see if you yourself can find that. Once that is not possible, I am thinking that it is better to know about it through hypnosis if you too do agree with it.”
“I do agree for anything that you people ask me.” Sighing heavily Evalla said. “Once you are all my well wishers and best friends how can I deny that?”
“Thank you Eva. Thank you very much.” Prameela’s face filled with a grateful expression.
“Don’t thank me please for anything.” Evalla said “Our relation is beyond to say thanks or sorry to each other.”
“Alright, alright.” Prameela laughed.
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“Why do you trouble me for small matters like these also Charles? There are other capable psychiatrists here to attend this problem. I know my schedule is quite tight on this day.” When Rose received a call from Charles with a request to attend a patient, she said with irritation. She has no objection to attend patients with any type of psychological problems but for the present her day was crammed full with appointments.
“That girl is daughter of my sister and long back itself I told her a lot about you. She suddenly came and wants to see you for some of her psychological problem. Just ten minutes or so, she is not going to take much of your time. Please Rose.” there was suddenly pleading in the voice of Charles.
“Then send her immediately in Charles. I make the next patient to wait.” After saying that without hearing anymore Rose cut of her call. One thing she did not like was breaking her schedule and making her patients wait but on some occasions like these she has to do that. Before any other thoughts invaded her mind, the door of her chamber was opened and a girl aged twenty years or so entered into it. There was a small baby in her hands and without being told Rose understood that she was married and the girl in her hands was her baby.
“Make yourself comfortable in the chair. You need not tell me who you are. Your uncle Charles just talked with me and told me that you are coming.” After seeing the girl, the irritation in Rose was vanished and her charming smile once again took place on her lips.
“I am sorry doctor. I know you are a very busy psychiatrist and intruding like this without an appointment is quite inconvenient to you and your patients also.” After making herself comfortable in the chair opposite to Rose along with the baby that girl said. Because of the movements the baby woke up and started weeping. She opened her handbag, extracted a milk bottle from it and put the tit of it into the baby’s mouth and the baby started sucking on it vigorously.
“Male or female? How much aged?” with a curious expression Rose asked.
“One month aged male baby.”
“Was he named?”
“Not yet. Soon we are going to.”
“Anyhow you would have been named a long time back. May I know it?” Rose leaned back in the chair and once again a small smile came onto her lips.
“Assumption right! I was named as Charita exactly twenty one years back.” A small smile took place on the lips of Charita.
“Alright Charita. We straight come into the issue.” Rose adjusted herself in the chair for more comfort. “If you explain your problem to me, I shall see whether I can be any help to you.”
Immediately her face was filled with an uneasy expression.
“Dear! Your uncle said to me that you have been suffering from a psychological problem. Whatever it may be you can very freely discuss that with me.” Rose said looking encouragingly into the face of Charita.
“I just don’t know how to explain my problem to you.” By that time that baby stopped sucking on the tit of the bottle and slipped once again into sleeping. Chairta took the tit of it carefully from its mouth, capped it and put it again into her handbag.
“Why not you let the baby suck on you? Is there any problem?” Rose knitted her brows together fixing her gaze on both the child and the mother.
“Yes, there is a problem.” That girl said hugging the baby to her heart. “In fact to get a solution to that problem I came here.”
“I think I understood the problem.” Once again there came the small smile on her lips. “Still I want to hear it from you. Go on, elaborate.” Rose said.
“Doctor I am feeling very much uneasy to explain that problem to you. Let me know what you understood and I shall see whether my problem is the same. Then I can be saved from the trouble of explanation and uneasy feeling for doing that.”
“You are feeling sexually while your son is sucking on your breasts” Rose stooped forward and balanced her both arms on the table in between. “You are feeling it like incest and could not feed your child your breasts milk.”
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