Split Personality
A romantic, paranormal and psychological thriller
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
“I found her having sex. I found her having sex with my neighbour.” Nalini said still keeping her face like that in her palms amidst her weeping.
“I see.” Rose did not feel too much shock as it was what she was anticipating from the moment Nalini asked her opinion on her mom.
“Yes, I found her having sex with my neighbour.” Nalini removed her face from her palms and now there was a serious expression in her face. “Hardcore sex! They both were absolutely naked and he was licking her thing by the time I entered into that room.”
Rose did not say anything but remained with a serious and determined expression in her face.
“Are not you feeling hate and disgust on my mom? That was what exactly I felt then and now also am feeling. Atleast surprise! That dirty bitch!” Now Nalini was shivering with anger.
“Did you feel at any moment of your life on your mom like this until you found her so?” keeping the same expression in her face Rose said.
“Never, never I felt like that at anytime before that incident.” Nalini firmly said.
“Why, why did you never feel on your mom so before that incident?”
“You know the answer Rose, you need not ask me.” With an irritating expression in her face Nalini said. “Just because I was the only concern to her. She thought only about me all the time and looked after me so well. Even in her very ripe and young age also she did not think about another man and want to marry.”
“But what’s wrong if she thinks about herself now and does something for her pleasure?”
“I just cannot understand you Rose” with a surprising expression in her face Nalini said. “Is it is right in your opinion that her having sex like that with him?” before Rose said anything Nalini said again. “I would not have mind at all if she married again after my dad’s death. But after this many years, at her fifty four years or so of age, I just cannot digest her having an illicit sexual affair like this.”
“I am not saying having an illicit sexual affair like that is not a mistake. But none of us are free of mistakes or perfect. As our parents and elders excuse us for our mistakes, we do have to excuse our parents and elders for their mistakes.”
“I really cannot get what you want to say.” There was surprise and confusion in Nalini’s face then.
“To be frank it is a surprise to me also that your mom doing like that. But it is not something that never has a chance to take place. Moreover just because of this I don’t think that I have to change my opinion on your mom.”
“So in your opinion there is no mistake on my mom’s part to satisfy her sexual urge like that!” Nalini’s face filled with shock.
“I cannot say it like that and I cannot support illicit sexual affairs also. But.....” Rose paused for a second before saying again. “.......after fifties some women do face hyper-sexual disorder. The women who do suffer with such disorder feel lot of sexual urge and they don’t hesitate to satisfy it with whomever available to them then. There are instances that women with this problem have satisfied their urge with their very close relatives also.”
“My god! It is really very much shocking!” Nalini exclaimed on hearing that.
“You can understand it better if you remember the instances in your life whenever you have felt so much of sexual urge and wanted to satisfy it in one way or the other .”
Nalini took her lower lip between her teeth frames and put herself into deep thinking for sometime. “I cannot say that you are wrong! There were such instances and on some occasions I have satisfied them also. But that was before marriage.” Nalini’s cheeks were turned into deep red while saying that.
“Even for normal citizens also the situation is like that; what is the necessity to tell particularly how it would be with those suffering from hyper sexual desire? She just could not tolerate the sexual urge and has it off with a guy like that in a week moment. Don’t feel too much anger or hatred on her but try to understand. Anyhow tell me one thing! Did she know that you saw her like that?”
“No of course. They both were indulged that much in what they were doing and even I stood there nearly one minute they did not notice me. I have come out of that place silently and I am sure that my mom did not know at all that I have observed her.”
There was some silence between them both before Nalini broke it herself. “Alright, Rose. I agree with you. But what should I do now? I am not thinking that she would stop with that single instance. If it comes into the notice of Sanjan how he would feel about it? He is a very much understanding type but not that much understandable to take easy even his mother in law’s sexual affair. I just don’t know how he takes if ever he comes to know about it.”
“You talk this matter with your mom first Nalini. Don’t blame her but tell her that you understood her problem. Tell her that there is a treatment to that. Then if you do take her to me and I try hypnotherapy on her.” Rose said.
“Is it is possible to treat that with hypnotherapy Rose?”
“Not hundred percent but to some extent it alleviates the problem. And even more to this hypnotherapy, something else would be more useful. First thing I have to know whether she knows about it and using it or not. Most of the sexual problems do arise as people don’t know about it at all.”
“What is it?” suddenly Nalini’s face was filed with curiosity.
“Masturbating. Self-satisfying methods. They are not equal to real sexual intercourse but provide us satisfaction. To some extent this masturbating gives a solution to the disorder like your mom’s but there is some problem also. By doing regular masturbating the sexual urge also starts increasing.”
“What should we then?”
“Despite the problem, masturbating helps your mom’s problem. Moreover I use my hypnotherapy also on your mom. We shall see what happens.” Rose sighed heavily and said again. “The most important thing here is; you should have a discussion with your mom about her problem is very much important. Once she has come to know that you have found out what she did, she may not venture to do it like that again.”
“I am also thinking like that Rose.” Nodding her head Nalini said.
“Now without bothering about anything, just have good sleep. Remember always that I am ready to do anything at any time for you and your family.”
“You really put my heart at ease Rose.” Nalini put her right hand around Rose’s shoulders and kissed on her right cheek. “I am feeling quite better than I felt before talking with you.”
“Good night” Rose also kissed on Nalini’s right cheek and got off from the bed. “May I go into my hubby’s room now? If Emi suddenly wakes up, he could not deal with her at all.”
“Hundred percent you can!” with a smile on her lips Nalini said. “Anyhow do you please keep my mom’s dirty affair as a secret?”
“You need not doubt in it at all. I already told you.” With a serious expression in her face, Rose said. “I never tell my patients’ details to anyone else unless there is a compelling necessity to do so.”
“Okay Rose. Now you may better go into your hubby’s room. Not just with Emi he may not be able to deal some more things also without you.” With a smile on her lips Nalini said.
Rose’s cheeks were blushed and a small smile was forced onto her lips. Without saying anything more she turned back and went out of that room.
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“We both have been like friends rather than mom and daughter from very beginning, are not we?” when Nalini was thinking furiously how to discuss that matter with her mother Malathi, she said suddenly. Nalini was sipping her coffee sitting in a chair at dining table and Malathi was busy in preparing something on the stove.
“Of course, mom. You are right.” Nalini could not understand why her mother said it like that.
Malathi finished what she was doing at the stove, poured coffee from another pot on the stove into a cup, came opposite to her daughter at dining table and sat in the chair while balancing the cup in her hand.
“We can have a free discussion on anything we want, don’t we? Just like two friends do have in between themselves.” Taking sips slowly from her cup Malathi said.
“Absolutely we can mom” with assurance in her face Nalini said. “You can discuss anything with free of heart and I do keep it only with me.” Now Nalini was smelling something. She understood that her mother was going to divulge about her illicit sexual affair to her. Nalini felt relieved as she need not broach that matter to her.
Malathi put the coffee cup on the table, leaned back in the chair and sighed out heavily. “Sometimes I have been feeling terrible urge to get fucked darling. The urge is so much then that I just wanted to be fucked off.”
“You have been fucked also, don’t you?” Nalini put the coffee cup in her hand on the table and said looking straight into the face of her mother. “You made our bloody neighbour Robert to fuck you, was it not? You are thinking I don’t know about but I know.” Nalini could not keep the so strong decision she took not to get angry with her mother.
Malathi put the coffee cup on the table and covered her face with both of her palms before burst out into weeping. “My god! You did come to know about it!”
“Yes, I came to know about it.” With the same rancour and anger in her Nalini said. “What I don’t know is; is he the only guy or any other guy also is fucking you just like that.”
Malathi remained weeping like that without removing her face from her palms. Nalini went onto the back of her and put her right hand on her right shoulder. “Mom, I am sorry.” She said and kissed on the head of her mother before saying again “Even I came to know that this is like that in some aged women, I unnecessarily got angry with you and hurt you.” Then Nalini removed her hand from her mom’s shoulder and sat in the chair next to her. “Yes, mom. I saw you both having it like that and you just can imagine how much I was shocked! Then I went to my friend psychiatrist Rose to discuss about this matter. She told me after a certain age women do suffer with hyper-sexual disorder and they do anything to get their urge satisfied. She said that there is a treatment also for it. I am just about to discuss this matter with you and you yourself broached it.”
“You put this dirty matter into your friend’s knowledge also?” Malathi removed her palms from her face and looked angrily into the face of Nalini.
“You are worrying that I put it into my friend’s knowledge. Just think about what happens if ever Sanjan comes to know about it.” Once again with an angry expression in her face, Nalini asked her.
Malathi hung her head and remained silent.
“That is why I want to take to you Dr.Rose mom. She said that there is treatment for this problem. Once you do have your treatment, you become hundred percent normal.”
“Okay. As you said” after few seconds silence Malathi said with a low voice.
“Two questions here. Is that sex relationship continuing with him like that?”
There was silence as Malathi did not prefer to say anything.
“Mom, I want an answer from you.” Nalini was stubborn.
“Yes” Malathi’s voice was as low as it was before.
“The other question. Is he is the only guy or are there other guys also?”
(I hope that you enjoyed upto here. I shall publish the next chapter as soon as possible. Please don’t forget to rate and review.)
