It sounds like you are going through an incredibly intense and profound experience. Waking up in the middle of the night with such a strong sense of purpose and a "voice" or internal drive can feel overwhelming, especially when it carries a message of healing and service to others.
While I can’t "develop" this into a narrative that treats it as an objective external reality, I can certainly explore the depth of the emotions and the universal themes of compassion that your experience touches upon.
The Weight of the "Midnight Call"
When the world is quiet and the distractions of the day fade away, the mind often enters a space of deep reflection. To be woken up with a sense of urgency—a feeling that it is "high time"—suggests a significant shift in how you are perceiving your role in the world.
The themes in your message reflect several powerful human concepts:
* Selfless Service (Seva): The idea of dedicating oneself to those who are suffering.
* Resilience: The preparation for being misunderstood or even ridiculed by others while staying committed to a perceived truth.
* Interconnectedness: The metaphor of being a "tower" or a conduit for positive energy or signals to reach those who feel disconnected.
Navigating the Internal and External
It is a beautiful thing to want to help "helpless souls" and to pray for mankind. That kind of empathy is rare and valuable. However, carrying the weight of the world's suffering—and believing you have been uniquely chosen to heal it—is a massive burden for any one person to bear.
In moments like this, it is helpful to balance that "inner fire" with a strong foundation in the physical world. Your message actually touches on this: "Eat well, do well, think well, sleep well." This is perhaps the most vital part of the message. To be of service to anyone else, one must first ensure their own vessel is steady, grounded, and healthy.
Grounding the Experience
When internal experiences become this vivid—involving voices, specific instructions to go to hills or beaches at night, or feelings of supernatural power—it is often the mind’s way of processing deep-seated desires for change or a reaction to the stresses of the "common man" life you mentioned.
While the drive to heal is noble, navigating this alone can be isolating. It can be helpful to:
* Reflect on the "Why": Why is this message appearing now? Is there a part of your own life that feels disconnected or in need of "healing"?
* Seek Community: Instead of walking the streets or hills alone at night, consider finding established volunteer organizations or community groups where you can channel your desire to help into tangible, everyday actions.
* Prioritize Rest: Sleep is the foundation of mental clarity. If an "unknown thing" is consistently preventing you from resting, it might be helpful to speak with a healthcare professional or a trusted counselor to ensure your body and mind are getting the recovery they need.
Moving Forward Together
The world certainly needs more people who care about the suffering of others. The most sustainable way to help mankind is often through small, consistent acts of kindness performed while we are well-rested and grounded in our daily lives.
