Chasing butterflies …….
(A spicy hot romantic and suspense thriller)
By
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
“So you have opened your heart already at Susmitha before doing that at me.” Madan said “You are giving more preference to her than to me.”
“In these few days itself she has become a very good friend to me. She told everything to me without any reservation. So opening my heart to her without any concealment, I thought, would be quite befitting to her treatment with me and I have opened myself fully to her.” her nostrils flared wild as she breathed deeply again.
“This openness you both are enjoying with each other may help solving this grave problem with ease.” Closing his eyes and leaning back in the chair Madan wished.
“Amen. It shall happen like that.” Sukanya laughed.
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“What you are intended to do now? Please leave me.” She was saying with a low voice and struggling against him and her voice was feeble and her body was not cooperating with her conscious intention as subconsciously she also wanted that a lot. She was in his tight hug and he was placing kisses so furiously on her face. Even her body was so much urging her for reciprocation, her moral conscience was restraining her from that. She just did not want anything like that hapeen between them before marriage but by the furious movements of Madan on her body it was appearing he just aimed to have it.
Suddenly she woke up fully and her body was full of sweat. Only then she realized that it was all her dream. Why she had got such a dream she could not understand. She felt surprise how she felt that much while Madan was advancing so. She reciprocated with him so nicely in the tope without any feeling and invited and hoped even more also. It appeared to her that her moral conscience was more active in her dreams rather than in real life!
More than sex, she wanted the presence of Madan always with her. There was a feeling of safety and a sort of joy in his gentle hugging and smooth kissing. She observed one thing that there was no agitation or nervousness when he hugged her or made kisses on her and it was like as if he planned and prepared for it. When he caressed her glossy buttocks and implored the gap between them, she just could not refrain herself feeling strong desire. Yes, sometimes with him, she also wanted it so strongly. It has happened almost in the dream but her moral conscience which was quite awake even while she was sleeping also spoiled that and made her awaken!
It was afternoon and the hot sun rise was penetrating into the room through the window. She looked at her watch and found that it was 2.00 p.m. She remembered that it was 12.30 noon when she fell into sleep. It was indeed very rare that she would sleep this longer in the afternoon times.
She felt her whole body rigid and head dim. There was still dizzy feeling in her and a part of her wanted to go back to sleep. She controlled herself from that urge and came into the chair nearby and sat in it. She knew if she went into the bathroom and washed her face she could be relieved from that lazy and dizzy feeling but she did not want to go away from there. She closed her eyes and leaned back while her mind brought back the dream she had got just minutes before.
She had got the same feeling on her body again. She was feeling his rough hands around her dragging her near to him while placing his lips on her lips. ‘Oh, my God!’ she gasped. How much she wanted Mandan in that room then. It would be so good, so good snuggled into his body pressing her ear to his chest while feeling his hot breath on her head. Even there was sexual arousal in her with his hug she was getting more than that. It was a secured feeling like a baby would get in her mother’s hug. ‘How good it would be if Madan comes and hugs me now.’ She helplessly thought. Her mind was craving for his touch which gives her the comfort, security and safety feeling along with a little arousal in sex. The imagination was perfect! It was just like real happening.
“Why don’t you sleep on the bed itself?”
Susmitha quickly opened her eyes and looked ahead. It was like that her strong desire had the power and brought Madan into her room. She found his looks were closely and keenly observing her. No surprise since her dress was quite disarrayed on her body and most of her youth parts giving a feast to his eyes. Her cheeks were blushed and she immediately adjusted herself.
“You did not answer my question.” There was a frown on his forehead.
“Until this moment that is what I did. I have just come into this chair.” Smearing a smile on her lips she said.
“Alright.” He nodded his head. “So I am not disturbing you from your sleep.” coming to the opposite chair to her and slumping himself into that he said.
“Not even the least.” All her happiness shown in the smile she produced. “Really, really I want you so bad in this room now.”
“Why? May I know?” slitting his eyes in their sockets he asked.
“Oh, Madan! How can I tell you?” At first she wanted to tell him about her dream but she did not. “We both are lovers. If I wanted so desperately to meet my lover and talk with him is there any surprise in it?”
“Surely no.” he nodded his head. “I am feeling quite happier that my coming like this is giving you great pleasure.” He said.
“That means.” She paused a moment while looking straight into his face “meeting me here in this way and talking with me like this are not giving any pleasure to you.”
He made a mischievous smile and said. “Just meeting like this and making some plain talking not going to give any pleasure to me as you said. I want more.”
Her cheeks once again blushed understanding what he wanted. “You naughty.” She said with a small voice gritting her teeth.
He got off from the chair and tried to go near to her and she could understand why his bulk was moving like that from the chair towards her.
“No. Madan please. Doors are wide open and anyone may enter.”
But she felt his lips on hers before she would say anything more. Instantly she had forgotten about everything else and started enjoying the kiss. He dragged her up from the chair and she stood up parallel to him. She gripped his shirt tightly with her hands while his lips playing the trick on her lips. He quite easily maneuvered her mouth to open with his mouth and slipped his tongue into her mouth. She was choked while his lukewarm tongue protruded into her mouth so. She did not know when he gently took her lover lip into his mouth but let him chew it with his mouth for sometime. All the time her big and round breasts pressed strongly on to his chest as he hugged her tightly. Ultimately it was she who first came out of that reverie and tried to throw him forcibly back. It was not indeed because of her force and strength in throwing but he understood by her attempting to do so that she did not like it then. He voluntarily left her and she slumped herself in the chair in which Madan sat just before.
“I am sorry. I am so sorry.” She said with a feeble tone.
“Why you are sorry?” Placing his right hand on her left shoulder and squeezing it gently he asked her.
“I have disappointed you. I did not allow my great and good lover to get full pleasure from me. I hurt his feelings.” There were tears in her eyes.
She paused a moment but said before he said anything. “The traditional way of thinking is still not fully extinct in me. My bloody mind is warning me so strongly that it is wrong to do like this before marriage. So I have stopped you.”
“It is not at all so.” taking her face into his hands and looking into the eyes of her he said. “I know how much of love you are having in you for me. You did like that for mutual good. What your mind saying to you is reasonable. Better we postpone all these things until our marriage is over.”
She smiled and tried to lean back and he left her face and let her reclined in the chair. Even after he had left her face she was still feeling his touch on it. She breathed deeply and exhaled through her teeth.
“Now my dear Mad… Tell me why did you come into my room in this unusual hour when everyone tries his luck to get some sleep.” Again the usual charming smile was playing on her lips.
“Why you are calling me Mad? What is this new addressing?” he asked mocking anger in his voice.
“Sukanya said that she prefers to call you like this sometimes. Why should not I? Moreover this addressing appears quite apt to you as well.” She was struggling indeed not to laugh looking the expression in his face.
“No. I am not granting you that facility. If you have not stopped calling me like this I have to search for even more an appropriate word for you.” It had become difficult to her to know whether he was indeed feeling anger or mocking it like that.
“Alright. I would not call you like that.” Wiping her face with her palms she said.
“I am thinking it may be better for you to go into the bathroom and wash your face.”
“I shall do that later. Now I must have to enjoy your presence. Let me stay here like this. If you are kind enough, let me know your real mission in intruding into my room now.” She held her gaze steady with him.
“I am going to tell you why I have come into your room.” He paused some seconds before starting again. He dragged a chair there with his hands nearby to her and slumped himself in that. “I am feeling quite uneasy as you have not allowed me to go into that tope. Please lift that curb on me. Kindly let me go into the tope and enjoy myself there again.” He paused for a second again. “Not just that, without me my brother and Vineet have been struggling a lot with works in the fields. I cannot go into the fields without going into that tope.”
She closed her eyes and started thinking as if she were considering that very problem then. After half a minute or so was consumed in that silence before she said. “You must not go there alone. Not just that you must not go to that particular tree.”
“I agree, no problem.” Her answer caused instant happiness in his face
She came near to him and put her hands around his neck and kissed on his left ear. “Just try to understand me why I am worrying this much for you. I know how much you want to be in that tope and fields.”
“I shall use the freedom you have given to me.” He paused and looked into her eyes “quite carefully and diligently.”
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