Chasing butterflies …….
(A spicy hot romantic and suspense thriller)
By
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
Vineet never wanted or imagined any woman in his life. So far he accustomed to live all alone like this for a long time and it was so good to him. But whenever he had seen beautiful women, his mind was becoming painful evoking the suppressed sexual urges in him. But he knew that if he yielded to those sexual urges he would have to suffer all his life with responsibilities. That was why even some women tried to become near to him, he did not give a chance at all to them.
But when it came to Sukanya, it was entirely a different thing. Sukanya was such a beautiful girl and it was indeed difficult not to love her. Even then when she hated him, not cared him, his heart had got attracted towards her. But when she changed herself and expressed her love to him so, it had become almost impossible to him to reject her love but he did. Quite foolishly he did and now worrying why he had done so. Her presence how nice it was! Her sensual lips, small and active eyes, her abundant youth thrusting the dress up! Those memories were painful to him now and it had become quite difficult to him to come out of those memories.
He was in the fields exactly at that place where Sukanya expressed her love and rejected by him. How firm and how straight she was in expressing her love so to him. He knew that she was an educated and intelligent woman and she would not take foolish decisions. She would not say such types of things for fun. She did mean it. It was indeed his fault that he rejected her beautiful love without thinking at all. He did only one foolish thinking all the time, that was, she would not be happier marrying an uneducated person like him.
He closed his eyes with depression and he had seen Sukanya before his closed eyes. As he could not bear that he had opened his eyes. There was Sukanya before him then too. He irritated in himself. His imagination had become so strong even when he opened his eyes too, he thought. But how could he escape? She was not leaving him even then when he opened his eyes.
“What you are looking like that? I am real. Not your imagination or dream.”
He did not know when she had walked all that distance and came there but looking into his eyes while a smile making her face even more charming, she said.
“Feeling surprise! You might have thought I would not come here again at all.” observing the surprise in his face laughing loudly she said.
Her sweet voice entered into his ears but he did not answer at all. She was in her traditional wear of sari and blouse which accentuating her youth and making her beauty double. In the usual way, her big breasts were thrust up and giving a feast to his eyes and it had become difficult to him to avert his eyes from them. As before, he could see even the outline of the bra under her silk green colour blouse. Her sari was as well of the same colour.
“You said that you can be a good friend to me. Then atleast try to be a friend with me if not as a lover. What do you say?” she was observing his face. His small beard on his face gave it a sort of handsomeness. She could notice where his eye sight was stuck and laughed in herself.
“Sure. Why not? I have no objection whatsoever to be a good friend to you at all times.” His heart surged with hope again. “Shall we proceed to see the remaining lands then?” there were important works to attend then but he did not like to loss this chance at all.
“No. Not now.” Sukanya said. “I want to spend some time in the farm-house. We all used to play in it, do you remember?”
“How can I forget?” Vineet said chuckling remembering himself the silly games they played. “It is indeed a good idea. But…. “ he tried to say something more.
“There are no buts or ifs.” Susmitha said firmly while fixing her gaze on him without moving. “We are going into that farm-house now.”
“Alright then.” He nodded his head in agreement. “We both shall go now itself into there.” Walking towards that side he said. She happily started following him asking several questions in the meanwhile. He was answering whichever he understood and he could while abandoning the other questions.
“You are not answering all my questions.” Mocking angry on him Susmitha said.
“I don’t know the answers to all your questions.” He said.
She wanted to argue with him for some more time but by that time they reached the farm- house. It was indeed a small and compact building. It sure could accommodate three to four guests quite comfortably at a time. Vineet produced a key bunch from his pocket and opened lock of the front door with one of those keys. Opening the doors wide they entered into that guest house. As soon as they both entered into it, Sukanya latched the doors from inside.
“This small farm-house is having a small bedroom, a hall and a small kitchen. If it is only for two or three, the stay here would be quite comfortable and convenient.” Standing in the bedroom Vineet said.
“I still remember the anatomy of this building. You need not trouble yourself to tell me about that.” Sitting on the bed Sukanya said with the same charming smile on her lips.
One casual look into the face of Sukanya confirmed to Vineet that there was a change in her. But his perception power failed to tell him what change that was.
“You, me, Madan, Mamatha and occasionally Madhuri used to play together and spend our times in this guest house.” Vineet said as if he was saying to himself. He felt uneasy to look into Sukanya’s face with such an expression in it so he diverted his sight from it before saying this.
“I too very well remember that.” He could hear her laughter. “But on one occasion you slapped me. You still remember that incident?”
He made an uneasy laugh. There were no chairs in that room so he went to the other corner of the bed and sat on it. “Yes I remember.” He said.
Vineet still remembered that incident. On that day Sukanya enraged him a lot by insulting him. Then he slapped her strongly. She complained that incident to her sister and mother and there was a hue and cry later. In fact that simple incident itself made her not to come to this village for eight years!
Vineet felt even more uneasy as Sukanya came near to him and stopped standing just opposite to him. The next incident was quite unwarranted and unexpected to him. Before he said anything more Sukanya pressed her lips strongly, rather roughly too, on the lips of Vineet. After the initial shock and bewilderment was over, Vineet could understand what happened. His rational mind urged him to throw her back and stop whatever was going to happen. It reminded him the connection he had got with the family of her and the position he was in. It tried its level best to dissuade him from continuing what was about to go by reminding him the moral principles the people have to follow.
But her silky lips with juice on them did not allow him to consider any of that. It was indeed a great luck to anyone that a female beauty like her offering herself so. Her face had an odd smell as the talcum she used combined with her body sweat. Her both hands were on the back of his neck pressing his head tightly to hers and they both were having suffocating feeling as the noses were pressed to each other. Even with that inconvenience also, either of them was having any intention to separate themselves from each other.
By then whatever hesitation he was having in cooperating with her was vanished completely. He slowly took her inner lip into his mouth and chewed it smoothly before protruding his tongue into her mouth. It met with her lukewarm tongue there and the metallic touch of her teeth was a little inconvenient to him.
Then he suddenly released her and said “I shall go and latch the front doors from inside. Otherwise anyone may come suddenly into this house.”
“I already did that.” She giggled and said.
“You are more clever and precautious than me too.” Hugging her even more he said.
In fact latching the front doors was only a precaution since generally no one would prefer to come into this farm-house except Pallav, Vineet and Madan.
The kiss he enjoyed already made Vineet determined to do the rest what usually follow after such a thing.
“Are these necessary now?” placing his hand on the front of her cloths below her neck Vineet said with a steady voice.
“I never said necessary.” Her smile then was sexy and it conveyed her full consent for what he was going to do.
He slowly led her to the bed in the bedroom and laid her gently on it while placing himself on the side of her. While his heart beat was increasing, while she was cooperating fully with active participation, both of them just did not know how much of time has passed. But both of them enjoyed it to the maximum and exhausted completely when it came to an end.
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The reality of the situation that what he did struck him with full force once he had come out of the euphoria of sex. He dressed silently and sat on the edge of the bed and closed his face in his hands. Several thoughts were crossing his mind at once and all were cruel and questioning him the morality of what he did just now.
Sukanya became normal and slowly dressed herself and came near to him and sat beside him. She was not surprised as she had expected this type of revulsion in him after the act. She placed her right hand on his right shoulder and he opened his eyes and looked into her face.
“Why are you worrying?” she questioned him with a frown.
The innocent way of her asking like that irritated him indeed. He tried to find any remorse in her face for what they did just now but could not. He surprised finding a sort of relaxedness in her face.
“Do you know what we did just now?” however much he tried he could not make his voice completely free of irritation.
“Yes. We both shared our bodies and got the full enjoyment of sex.” Still maintaining the same modulation in her voice she said.
“We should not have committed that without marriage.” he said ruefully.
“Who said we should not?” she asked him calmly.
He looked into her face surprisingly and he did not know what to say to her.
“We both are majors. We both liked each other. There is no act or statute preventing us from exploring each other’s body so.” she said as a matter of fact.
“But it is unethical, immoral…”
He was interrupted by a quick kiss from her on his right cheek and she started saying without giving him a chance to continue. “Poor Vineet. I know you do think like this. If it is unethical, immoral having sex before marriage, it is equally unethical and immoral after marriage too. Just a simple ritual of marriage does not change the status of it.”
(I hope that you enjoyed upto here. I shall publish the next chapter as soon as possible. Please don’t forget to rate and review it)
