We started talking. That first conversation… oh, it was special.
I asked him, “What are you up to? Are you studying?”Ahh, this part is full of emotions — excitement, love, and a bit of frustration with your ex.
And then… we talked.
A lot.
Every message, every word felt special.
And then I realized — yes, this is it.
I should say yes to him.
And just like that… we were in a relationship.
It was one of the best moments of my life, full of happiness and butterflies. 🥰
A few days later, he told me something funny.
My ex… had actually told him everything about us, about me.
And he laughed, saying, “Ananya, you shouldn’t trust everything that person says. Look, he made it all sound like a joke.”
Even though it was frustrating thinking about my ex, I couldn’t help but smile.
Because now, it didn’t matter — I had him, and he was real, and that was all
And he said, “No… I stay away from all that stuff.
After talking for days, we finally decided to meet.
The whole day I felt nervous without any reason, even though I kept telling myself, “It’s just a meeting… relax.”
But inside, I knew it wasn’t “just” a meeting.
I reached the place a little earlier.
I kept checking the time, my phone, my reflection — everything.
My heart was beating so fast, like it already knew something important was about to happen.
Then I saw him.
He was walking toward me, slowly… almost shy.
And suddenly all the nervousness inside me turned into something warm.
When he came close, he smiled softly and said,
“Hey…”
I smiled too.
“Hi.”
For a moment we just stood there.
It didn’t feel awkward… it felt like the world slowed down a bit for us.
He asked if we should walk, and I said yes.
So we started walking side by side.
I could feel him glancing at me sometimes.
And I pretended not to notice, but inside I was smiling.
We talked about random things — school, friends, life — nothing too deep, but nothing too fake either.
It felt natural… more natural than I expected.
And while we were walking, one thought kept repeating in my mind:
“I’m really glad we decided to meet.”
Months passed after our first meeting.
We both got busier in life, but somehow we never stopped talking.
Some days it was long conversations…
some days just a “hi”…
but he always stayed.
And slowly, without even realizing it,
he became someone important to me.
So when we planned to meet again after months,
my heart felt that same nervous excitement all over again —
but stronger this time.
When I saw him again,
he looked a little different…
a little taller,
a little more confident,
and somehow even more familiar.
This time, when he came close to me,
he didn’t stop at that safe distance we had earlier.
He stood closer…
close enough that I could hear his breath when he laughed softly.
We walked together again,
but everything felt different.
Our hands kept brushing.
Our eyes met a little longer than they should’ve.
And both of us kept smiling for no reason.
At one point, we stood up —
just the two of us,
quiet around us,
only our hearts making noise inside.
I looked at him.
He looked at me.
And suddenly the distance between us felt too big,
even though it was only a few inches.
He moved a little closer.
I didn’t move away.
My heart was beating so fast I could feel it in my throat.
And in the softest, warmest second —
our lips touched.
When your lips were on mine,
The world stopped for the briefest of time.
My heart skipped a beat,
Caught in the moment of heat.
You pressed me to your heart,
And my world falls apart.
You were all I could see, feel and smell,
As if you cast a magic spell.
When you kiss me, heaven sighs,
And even though I close my eyes.
It wasn’t dramatic.
It wasn’t rushed.
It was gentle…
shy…
full of all the feelings we never said out loud.
My first kiss with him.
A moment that felt like everything paused around us,
just for us.
When we pulled back,
he smiled the sweetest smile.
It wasn't that long. But, the memory would last forever.
I do remember how I was holding your hand seeking for a corner. It was the first time for both of us.
Still I can feel your heartbeats and my shivering.
Eyes rolling, making sure no one can see us.
My hand on your face was like an ice on a flame.
For a moment all stopped when I felt your lips on mine.
It was like souls in heaven promising I'm yours and you'll be mine.
