But before I could think further, I could not be late and the clock already struck 9, the morning time, and no way I was in a position to miss the train today. It was my turn to sort out things, though everything was fine, still I cannot hurt someone close to me and just out of sense if I did, that's my mistake.
I got ready and reached the library, looked around but Mr.Mystry was yet to come it seemed.
And within a glance this little red blood tulip comes to me;
"Roses are little outdated, I brought Tulips for my moonlight!
: ohh hey, hiii!
"Tulips!??
: yeahhh, thank you for these beauty
"Well, then I should say, the only beauty is holding some beauty....
: ohh please, stop!!.....Alright, I just wanted to apologize for being zoned out and lost for hours. It could've got a bit more serious as in some issue.
"Ahh uhh, Moonlight, I am sorry! I thought about it, the whole scenario and I think, I exaggerated it a little bit. I shouldn't have behaved like that, but it's just that....
I got worried because you didn't pick any calls or answer no messages.
: Exactly! I was wrong, I shouldn't have done that
"No no no, I'm sorry!
: I'm sorry
"It's me!!!!
:But I acted dumb, it's my mistake
"No, my mistake
:But it's...
"Shhhhhhhh.....
He kept his finger on my lips to shut them. There, the time took no leap and it stopped. For a moment, it held a moment.
"Not a word! That's it. Forget it. But better you not repeat it again EVER!!
:Never! I promise.
"That's great. Now let's go
:Go??? Where???
"I have a surprise for you!!
:A surprise!?? For what!?? It isn't even a speacial day today!
"You ask a lot of questions! Please have patience and follow me.
:But where...
"Shuhhhh! Follow me.
Then we headed to his car and he took me towards the woods.
The paves, the road, the genre, the music, the weather, the streets, the nature, the aura.... it was perfect! And needed after the shock which I got through mails.
The mail!!!
I forgot to tell Mr.Mystry about it. But he had this surprise for me and I thought I'll tell him at the end of the day probably. Because things got resolved and better. So here in I didn't want to ruin the peace.
Half the way, he asked me to close my eyes.
(What do I do!?? Why is he being like that)
"Ahh madam, will you please keep your eyes closed!?
: ummm, yeah.
The black, the phase, the wind, the chase, the dark, the gaze, and what not!
We drove further for 15 to 20 mins.
And then he said, "you better keep your dove eyes close, I'll help you get off"
He opened my side of the door and gently asked, "may I hold your hand?"
I did not know, where were we....
(He still didn't leave my hand)
And then asked me to have 3 mins walk. Slowly we kept walking,he was constantly guiding me, generously, a passenger princess!?
I heard these birds singing, where it felt life, I could even hear a sound, of maybe a flowing river or something. I was busy in my mind with guessing the place and he said, "I bet you would've not seen this place before ".
I said, "I guess so..."
Then we stopped!
This pleasant silence was calling me out, where I could just hear the echoes of hills, the humid slither fine weather was leaving some imprints on my cheeks, the sounding blaze threw me to past lives.
He goes,"open your eyes, slowly, in 3... 2... 1..."
(I opened my eyes, all eager and happy)
It was within a glance, my emotions changed,
"The cliff, the streams, the pale blues, the sore evening and..."
For a moment, just for this moment I was drowned back 2 years ago, memories stick to my only unconsciousness.
"Not again, no more of it!! (I sniffed out my breath)
:What happened!?(he asked)
"It's not at all a long story, but might take some time.
:I'm here with all my time to you. Bring it on. Who was it!??A friendship? A girl? A guy..........
(I gave a look, the subtle sided eye)
:A guy! Alright. A broken heart or one sided!?
"I wish I could know what it was! Even I am left unanswered. But who do I reach out?
:Anything specific if you can share.... I mean only if you want to share, I'll not bother you.
"Yaa, actually. I received this letter today. Green pastels, the scenery, the butterflies,the guitar, and the promise!
: Greens...... It that Mr.Green!???
"Ammmm
:Mr.Green. You never told me about him, didn't you!? I asked you twice or thrice I guess, whenever you called out these initials. And today finally you are here.
"Only if I wanted to. But I guess I left because delusion is not real.
: So are we ready to go through your past!?
"Maybe....
Then I told him each and everything, the beginning, the middle, the ............ end.
I remember every minutest details of him and how could I not!?
It was the only experience which I felt so hard. Bringing all happiness and merry bliss to my gloomy life. That stranger made his place deep down in my heart, my mind, thoughts and dreams. It was clear to secure things to my future...., our ......
Why did I got unlucky!?
What deeds I did wrong!?
How did my life ended up into half unwind memories, incomplete??
Questions were a lot. They are still lined up but where do I go and find him?? I tried to find him everywhere but he just got faded away like he never existed!
I kept going through our incomplete story(maybe that's what you'd call it)
and fireflies lite up, like lamps of fire in the open sky, a wind blow of flowers & showers of blessings it felt, the breeze of early winters could glare my cheeks to cherry blossoms, the streams got vulnerable out of love, "love".
Nature plays to it's own rules out there in the world and Impeccable of it's presence we seek shelter to the subsequent places we call home.
I was about to complete the half left tale and the tunes of the song, the gamble, the pace, the guitar could be heard near soon!!
