If you are reading this right now, you have undoubtedly come to a point when, despite your best efforts, you are unable to see a brighter side. You want to scream at the top of your lungs because you are exhausted and weak, but you know that won't help. You want to cry, but you've been fighting this struggle for so long that you've lost the desire to do so, and you've given up looking for answers because all they can offer is "It will get better." It may be true that as one door closes, another will open, but this process takes time. It's not an immediate process, and because that is the case, there will be a time when there will be no doors open. It'll all come down to a battle of patience, but since you were already spending your days staring at the light shimmering from a door, the darkness will either overtake you or is already devouring you, attempting to disrupt our dialogue. I understand that, but don't worry—you are not alone. I am actually here with you, but you cannot see me because this area is so large and there are so many people present. The only thing that separates you from me is that I have many lamps, and as you are reading the letters I left for you, you have also discovered your first. If you're wondering why I'm still here, well you will know that when you find the last lamp, it's never a good idea to rush things. So, going back to the mark, if you are surrounded by an overwhelming adversary and lack the force to break one of their sides, you can still mislead them and make the escape. When all doors are closed, you can trick the walls into opening one for you. Even though patience will still be wanted, it will not be excessive. If you're still with me, I know you're interested but not convinced. Of course, if a few words could inspire our will, this place would not be so packed, but it is. Whether it's in the light or the dark, in my opinion, the beginning and the end of a process are the hardest parts; the middle just flows, and even though you can't see the end from where you are standing right now, you now know the beginning. Increasing willpower is something that we humans consistently suffer with, and this is just because we keep meddling with its foundational elements. To form a will, one must sense everything that exists around them, because it is impossible to know what is practical if one cannot sense what exists around them. When you understand what is practical, your vision becomes a reality, which gives you courage, and that courage is will. If it's difficult to understand, go back to the first time you resolved to focus on something, gave it your all, or perhaps succeeded in your endeavour. The first time you encounter anything, the memory of it lasts for a long time. Now that you have recalled that moment, remove the aspects that were not practical, which you made up and believed to be practical. If you are finished with this, what you have left is will. The majority of the time, people fall into an abyss because of these impractical properties. They perceive this fiction as will and never try to do something again, which indicates they were never able to experience the actual thing. However, at this moment, it doesn't matter if you were one of such people or not; what matters is that you regain your will. If you currently have nothing to lose, there is a very good probability that you already know what is near you, but in order to seize those things and put them to use, you will need a vision. I understand that you may already be laughing, as I did when I was in your position, about how worthless it must seem to even consider a vision, but that is only because you are also considering how doomed to failure you are. I realize that, and so that is what we will focus on. But for now, you only need to come up with a vision that you can push into the realm of reality with your will. As we are not rushing things, you will have enough time to practice making a will and to consider your vision. However, once you have finished considering your vision, you will be able to locate the second lamp and you will be able to continue reading the message that I have left for you. I hope we will be able to meet soon; nevertheless, if you decide to burn this letter and throw away the lamp, please know that you will be able to find them again in the event that your decision changes in the future. Good luck, pal; I have faith in what you can do.
