Jyoti POV
It is not easy for me to do this Deepak. My deepak is no more and today I am doing his last rituals but I have to do this for mom. She has become so weak after deepak’s death. I am really angry on him for breaking his promise. He very well know that I don't like those people who never fulfil their promise and deepak did same he broke his promise he promised me that he will never leave me and always be my side but he just broke his promise he left me he left mom and Rani. She doesn't get warmth of her dad but I know it’s not his fault I so wish he come back and said I am back home jyoti. Whenever I woke up in the morning always wish that in morning deepak will be my side and those days were nothing but just nightmare, my bad dream. I slept hugging his photo with that hope that in morning I will be in deepak’s arms but always in morning it strikes me that deepak is not with me and it hurts, it kills me from inside but I can’t be weak I have to fulfil all dream and wishes of Deepak, taking care of mom rani and deepak's memories. Today I wore yellow sari which was gifted by my deepu. He loves me in this sari actually he loves me in every color except white. People force me to wear white after his death because it is custom but I didn’t because my deepu is more important than any other person and I am glad that mom also help me in this. My life is not like earlier but my deepu will be always there with me in my heart but I wish I can be in his arms but I know it is not possible but I have my little deepak with me my rani and my mom and they are reason of my life and my life dedicated to them only till my last breath and I know my deepak is alone there and watching me and feeling proud of me. I love u deepak and I heard I love u too jyoti he was always replied me and I know wherever he is he replied me and I heard that and I am living my life just the way deepak want.
Shilpa POV
I can’t help it today I m missing my son, life can be like this I really don't know when deepak was kid his dad left us and I was broken totally but deepak was there and I was alive because of him. If he would not have been there I could have died long time ago but today my life is no more what can be worst for any parents that they have to see death of their children, I still can’t forgot that day when I came to know about deepak’s death and due to blast his body was totally shattered. I couldn't see him last time there are many other family who lost their son husband daughter wife and I was feeling dizzy and don't know what to do? I just feel like to died and kill myself but suddenly I remember jyoti my poor baby doesn't know about deepak’s death. She is waiting for deepak because deepak promised her that he will come early home today and they will have party. He was busy last some day and couldn't give time to us and jyoti complained him so he promised her today he will leave office early today but we never know that he will leave this world so early. I really didn't know how will I tell this to jyoti and she is pregnant too. It was dangerous to tell her, I beg them to see my son but they said I can’t see him and he was near when blast happen it shattered my son’s body. My deepak how was he when this blast happen it would have been so hurt him. I just want to see him but they didn't allow me and with broken hope I left towards home, when I reached home jyoti was in their bedroom and when I reached their she started her complaint that how deepak again broke his promise and she will never talk to him and I just hugged her and cried my heart out and she was scare “mom what happen why are u crying?” and I said to her that “Deepak is no more.” she was silent just like statue I shook her but no response I was scare I did wrong by saying her and “Jyoti beta, please say something.” and she looks at me with questioning eyes and I told her truth and she was not believing that and repeating again and again “he will back soon mom, he never leave his office so early, he was not in that train. He will be back.” and I just slap her and told her “he is no more he was in that train and jyoti you have to be strong baccha please for baby u have to be strong” and she touch her womb and hugged me and we both just cried and after doing all rituals deepak, jyoti's mom and dad came to me and told me that they are taking jyoti with them I was shattered first deepak and now jyoti also leaving me. I just want to tell them please don't but I can’t be selfish and didn't say anything but we heard voice and I realized it was jyoti. She denied to them and said she won’t leave me and won’t leave this house; they tried to convince her to move on and start new life because she was still young but jyoti was not listening to them. Even I tried to convince her she was hurt after what I said
Jyoti: Maa, now Deepak is no more so we don’t have any relationship? With Deepak’s death our relationship also died?
Shilpa : (hugging her) No our relation will never died but you can’t live like that. You are still young and have long life ahead. Try to understand and live your life
Jyoti : you also live your life after Deepak’s dad left you and I am not alone you are with me my baby is with me. Please maa let me stay in this house. Don’t separate me with you, this house and deepak’s memories.
Shilpa : I really don't know what to say but I just hug her and support her in her decision. Her parents were not happy but they left saying whenever she feels she can come back to home.
Jyoti has managed everything and take care of me, this house and my rani. I wish Deepak was with us.
Deepak POV
I am really angry on god I never get happiness and warmth of my father and today I can’t give this to my daughter, I can’t fulfil my promise to keep jyoti happy and gave all what my mom deserve. I couldn't take my baby in my arms when she born. I was not there when jyoti was suffering from labour pain, I was not there when my mom was suffering alone and I won’t be there when my rani will be in school. I won’t be there when she will get married. I can’t sleep by keeping my head on my mom lap. Jyoti to whom I promise to give all happiness of the world today I am reason of her sadness. Mom who suffer after my dad left us, today I am also reason of her miserable life and I promise to my rani that she has to never stay without father warmth and today I can’t give that to her. Jyoti who was bubbly and full of life today is so silent and matured. She grew up more than age. My mom who was always my strength today she is so weak. Why god why u did to me? I can’t console my mom when she cried for me. I can’t hug my jyoti when she was broken. I can’t take my baby in my arms anymore and I can’t wipe their tears but I am the reason for that tears and today I have to leave them I have come back to your world why ???
I am sorry mom I can’t fulfil my promise but I am glad jyoti is there with u and my daughter is too and jyoti I am really sorry I can’t stay with u in this life I am really sorry for your miserable life I am sorry rani I have to leave now but keep happy to your mom and dadi.
Good Bye mom, jyoti and rani but I promise in next life I will be your son mom and jyoti we are bind for 7 life which promise I could not fulfil in this life I will do in next life. GOOD BYE till next life
He was just walking back side and jyoti and shilpa look towards that side they can feel that something is going.
I know where is my existence in my Maa’s blessing, in jyoti’s love and my daughter’s happiness. I won’t be in this world but I will always be in their hearts.
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