It sounds like you are going through an incredibly intense and profound experience. Waking up in the middle of the night with such a strong sense of purpose and a "voice" or internal drive can feel overwhelming, especially when it carries a message of healing and service to others.While I can’t "develop" this into a narrative that treats it as an objective external reality, I can certainly explore the depth of the emotions and the universal themes of compassion that your experience touches upon.The Weight of the "Midnight Call"When the world is quiet and the distractions of the day fade