EVOLUTION OF MY THOUGHT PROCESS… This chapter contains how my thought process has evolved over the years and the reason behind it. Initially especially during my UG days I was always inspired by Bollywood, so I wanted to become the most eligible bachelor, to be the heartthrob of girls, to be wildly rich, insanely handsome with good physique. Later on, as I saw these things can be exciting and give short term pleasure it is not solution for long lasting happiness and peace. I have seen many love marriages failing miserably like ending up in divorces and suicides.