Kneeling down infront of him , I grabbed both of his legs and looked at him , " Please I beg you Tim , let me go out for a while I can't live like this anymore ."I tried to hold back a sniffle when I saw him nodding his head in denial like all the other times." Please , please Tim I beg you please let me go out. I feel trapped inside this house ", I begged him again in a pleading voice." I have told you many times before too that you can't go out Emily .