In the evening hetvi came outside for something. I told her will you please make sandwiches for me? I am hungry. She nodded. I informed her to prepare some extra I wanted to eat at night also. She looked at me but did not say anything. She started to prepare and I went to the kitchen and asked her Riaan also used to like these sandwiches? She said no. I told her to make the sandwich which she and Riaan used to eat. I wanted to taste that. She saw me with hurtful eyes but did not say anything and said